May 30, 2009

Letting Go

Flumpool - Over The Rain (Bloody Monday OST)

Even if the cold rain wets your cheeks
the water drops that fell on flower petals coincide with you

If that's what I can call "light",
its radiance won't fade away
no matter how contaminated it got

Aah, this isn't enough to make me want to disappear
In order for it not to erase sad memories...

Gather light that's more beautiful than anything else
within the eyes that held tears back
Let's walk beyond the clouds,
after the rain, the rainbow will come

My heart quietly scolds me,
"The palpitation you can hear if you listen closely
isn't something to be cast aside"
If you hold this hand and beat the dust off,
it should be visible to you too, that today
is a 'now' that's different from yesterday

Aah, one wound only seems to hold you back
cast aside luxurious expectations right here

Everyone has painted a bridge of hope
within their hearts, among the darkness
If the rain stops, let's believe in the dream
that's hanging in the sky and walk ahead

Even if my voice dries as I continue screaming
I go on struggling, only I won't be repayed
That light that I'm about to obtain
but doesn't seem to reach me, is the answer

The rain drops that wet your cheeks
are one ray of light
you don't need to be afraid

Everyone lives among the frozen darkness
in order to see the rainbow
If the rain stops, let's believe in the dream
that's hanging in the sky, and walk ahead
Believe the dream only, and continue walking

To *, I'm sorry.
I think I made you feel uncomfortable.
I think I pushed you too much.
I think I expected too much.

Now I've found out your answer, there's no need for me to confess.
Even though I kept trying, I know deep inside me you don't like me as much as you like him.
I used to keep telling myself, that you'll forget him.
How foolish of me, thinking I can make you forget about him, and make you closer to me.

Now I know.
Now I've realised.
Whatever I do, your heart is still looking at him.
I guess, there's nothing left for me to do, except to let you go.
I hope you'll find happiness with him.
I hope he will make you happy.

Oh, the happiness that I wanted to give you.

But know this.
You're not just a simple crush.
You're not just another girl I liked.
You're not just another phase.

You're more than that.
You're more than just a simple moment in my life.
I realised,
You really are the girl that my heart has been looking for.

Though,
I also realised.
I'm probably not the one your heart has been looking for.
So I will stop trying.
I will stop chasing.
And let you be with him.

But,
You should also know,
If you ever need anyone,
At anytime,
I'll always be there.
I'll always be by your side.
Always.

That moment we spent together,
I'll cherish that forever. =)


My god this really hurts.

8 comments:

  1. anep.
    ta suke la lala tgok anep mcm neh.
    chill oke ?
    :)

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  2. anep!

    farah ade en~
    mikki also~

    sabar okay.
    naty farah banje lolipop.
    chill kayh.

    we're always love you.don't worry.

    we?sahabat91 lah!

    senyumsenyum

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  3. lagu faizal tahir "sampai syurga" satu bro!

    xD

    sorry aku x reti sgt nk ikot mood sedih org lain.

    ^_^"

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  4. ouwh man. it's okay hanif
    be strong :)
    myb one day she'll realize everything
    tke cre anep. love ya

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  5. nep tenang nep...
    aku ngan iff pun sme cam ko..

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  6. god i know it must've hurt hell alot. no worries lah anep nnt mana tau dia sedar dia dtg blk kt kau kee :)

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  7. aw anep,
    sedey :(
    keep strong taww.

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