How Do You Mend A Broken Heart?

Everyone was right.




I thought surely theres a reason why it happened. Surely.


But then I figured, there's no need for one. Its just one of the many signs.




Aizat said the other day,


"perhaps you should consider... leaving the train?"

I didnt want to.


Not after all this time.


But,


I'm not going to lie. I think about it all the time.


And, considering whats happening, I think maybe its time.


Maybe.

What the heck am I talking about?


Even I dont know. Hahaha.

Cause I'm fucking heartbroken, thats what.