Dissatisfactions and A New Beginning

Hello world of the internet..


First of all.

I apologize for my last post.

It was childish of me to write such things.

And I'm sorry if you read any of the things i wrote.


No, I dont usually 'explode' like that. And I'm sorry you had to read all my swearings and stuff. It really was stupid of me.


After a while I realized that what I said probably was too much. When I was typing it, I was filled with hatred and I was quite depressed actually.


But after cooling down, I decided to delete the last post so that I wont increase the sins of you people by reading my crude-and-filled-with-swearings post.


I also decided to delete it because, well, its Ramadan. Like people would say, lets start a new leaf, with new goals, and let bygones be bygones.


Dont you agree?


You might think that I am a bad person because of what I said. But you dont understand the whole situation.


Let me explain what is really going on.

And no, I'm not badmouthing my lecturer or insult him or bring his image down ( I might have done that in the previous post :P )

I'm just trying to tell you why the whole DAIS 1D is pissed with this guy.


Okay, first things first.

The lecturer's voice is SO SO SO SO LOW.

Not only that, since he is from Sabah(or is it sarawak), he has an accent, which makes understanding him harder.

Secondly, when he teaches us, he isnt really teaching US, per se. What he usually does is..

He takes the book.
He reads it to the whole class. But the thing is, it is as if he was talking to THE BOOK, and not us.
Then he would keep on reading and reading and only stops when he has finished explaining.
Like I said, he did not really explain to us, instead he was explaining to the friggin book.

This one time, he was lecturing with slide shows. But the projector was not functioning, so what he did was, he sat on his chair, with his laptop in front of him, and just go on to read, and on and on until he finishes. Without even standing up to explain to the students!

Then there's this other time where he was presenting with his slide show, then a few of my classmates raised their hands and said that they did not understand what he said.

So the rational thing to do here is to stop lecturing and start explaining the things that the students dont understand, right? RIGHT?

You know what he did? He just kept on talking and talking and talking without even explaining to us.

Then there was the quiz. Oh, the dreadful quiz. The hated quiz. The fateful quiz.


Just before the quiz, he said some things are going to be in the quiz. SOME THINGS WE DID NOT LEARN YET. And he did not explain any further. Do you know how F'ed up that feels? When your lecturer does not teach you something, does not tell you to study that area of topic, but expects you to just fully understand about those things, like you are a freaking computer!

IT IS REALLY FRUSTRATING!


When I was doing the quiz, on the paper was a chart/table sort of thing. In it are items which you are supposed to include in your answer.

But he never told us this. He never taught us about this. And he does not seem to care.

It seems that thing was only known to those with basics in accounting. Do you know how crazy that is?


I am supposed to answer a question which I did not even learn yet.



No basics, no helps on that table thingy from classmates, and no teachings from the lecturer himself.


=)


How lovely.



When I found out about the table after the quiz just finished, I friggin exploded. I was swearing left and right. I seriously felt like killing someone at the time.

My friends were all like,

"chill ah nep.. quiz je.."

but the marks is not little, okay? Its A LOT! And I'm really worried now. What if I wont get good marks for my final exam because of this? AGH!

I got more pissed off when I found out that the other classes' quiz was easier. It was as if he purposely gave us the hardest one. WTF MAN?


The truth is, without my friends, I wouldnt understand a damn thing about FAR. If it was not for them, I wouldnt know how to do Journal, or Ledgers, or Trial Balances, or whatever else. But I guess they forgot to teach me about that chart. Heh. But its okay.


So now the whole DAIS 1D got a problem with him and we hope that we can get a different lecturer, eventhough I think that is quite impssible.









Screw this. Lets talk about something much happier instead.


Okay, a few days ago I did a MUET-ish sort of thing during BEL class. Which is where you and your group(4 people) discuss on a topic, with 2 agreeing on the topic, and the other 2 against it.

My group talked about PPSMI.

I got 9/10 for Communications, 9/10 for Language, and 9/10 for Content.

HAHA! SUCK ON THAT SUCKERS! :P


I guess thats all for now. I'm writing this just after sahur and I havent sleep yet, so forgive me if you found errors in the post.

Got to go sleep baby!


Once again, I apologize from the bottom of my heart.



Happy fasting everyone. =)

imysm. do you hate me that much? =(