Reality As I See It

Bila Result Keluar.

2010-12-02T18:29:00.010+08:00

Accountancy.

Aku tak suka.

I admit.

I like money.
I like dealing with money.
I hate the complexity of its transactions.

But admitting now wont affect anything.

Nak quit? Dah halfway.

Nak continue? The interest is getting lower.

Choice to make.

Dunia tak adil. :(

Lepas final.

Broga.
Lepak.
Shisha.
Buang duit.
Dating.
Buang duit.
Shopping.
Wedding.
Buang duit.
Then duit habis.

Dunia tak adil. :(

Do you ever think about seemingly irrelevant things but actually quite fun to think about?

For instance.

Kenapa burung hantu stay up during nights? Ever wonder kalau die stay up pagi. Would they sleep like no tomorrow bila malam? Then bile membe ajak lepak die cakap "duuude pagi tadi aku berjaga doh. Raincheck? ^_^"

Kenapa guitar ade 6 tali? Or 12? Kenape tak 5 or 4 or 3 or 7 or 8 or 9. Odd numbers are odd.

Kenapa orang yang guna kereta mahal macam bmw or merc nak mod lagi kereta? The price itself can already buy a house, why modify some more?

Kenapa kita tak pernah (or jarang) nampak pimped out lorries? Aku teringin nak tengok lorries ade neon lights, turbo, nos, vinyls and eagle eyes with bling bling and stuff. That would make my day. Even beca pon ade macam macam style. Pfft.

When agaknye the day the world would announce "Oh shit. Whaddaya know, the world ran out of fuel. Oh well. Lets turn our Bentleys into comfy beds."

And most recently. Cones on the road. Macam mana orang boleh place those cones on the highway? And whats weirder the cones started from the right lane, which is the fastest lane, and would go on to the middle. Macam mana diorang letak? Can you imagine? If there's a worker trying to put the first cone on the right lane, suddenly a bugatti comes along. You think he will live?

Yeahhh. Mysteries of life.

Aku nak Iphone lah.

The only thing that kills my motivation to get a job so that I can afford it is,

the damn battery does not last long.

One day. One time charge. Or worse. Have to charge twice.

Imagine charging your phone twice a day. Who does that?!

However, Iphone 4 apparently has fixed that problem.
However, the price is so ridikulus, that when I think about it I would get depressed.

Anyone selling cheap Iphone 4? I'll trade you my W995. xD

Kenapa ade orang kaya dalam dunia ni?

Dunia tak adil. :(

Macam mana nak maximize the speed of Kancil with minimum expenses?

I know.

But even minimum expenses is still expenses.

Care giving me some money?

Dunia tak adil. :(

Aku suka keluar malam.

Macam kelawar.

Or burung hantu.

During the day aku tido.

Yeah. Not exactly the lifestyle my parents love.

So this one day, they finally have had it and just layed it all on me.

Tak dapat lepak. Quite a sad day.

Then I started to think.

Dia jahat. Parents bagi je lepak.
Dia smoke. Parents bagi je lepak.
Dia tak jaga biological clock. Parents bagi je lepak.
Dia tak sembahyang. Parents bagi je lepak.
Dia asyik pegi clubbing minum arak balik subuh. Parents bagi je lepak.
Dia suka bazirkan duit parents die. Parents die bagi je lepak.
Dia accidentkan kereta parents die. Parents die bagi je die lepak.
Dia shisha. Parents still bagi lepak.

Dunia tak adil. :(

Flashback:

2 November 2010.

Far

Masuk bilik exam.

"Repeat repeat."

Keluar bilik exam.

"Yeeeeep"

You see, Far memang dah dijangka since Test 1.

Aku dah prepare mental untuk repeat subject ni.

So apedehal.

14 November 2010.

Maf

Masuk bilik exam.

"Boleh boleh boleh. :D"

Keluar bilik exam.

"F*ck me."

You see, untuk Maf aku tak prepare mentally for anything less than a B-.

Then fate happened.

Shittiest exam day EVAR.

Yeah, ramai tak tau, tapi aku rasa macam nak menangis mase tu. It was worse than mase keluar exam hall untuk Far110.

But aku dah lama tak menangis, so macam kata BFMV, tears dont fall. And they did not.

I just smiled. And called my parents.

Looking for some comfort or word of wisdom. Or anything.

But they seemed busy. Macam malas nak layan aku. So aku tak jadi nak complain anything.

So no words of wisdom. Oh how I needed some at that time. Haha.

I thought the rest of the day would suck as hell.

But then dapat lunch dengan tersayang.
Dapat bersembang dan meluahkan perasaan.
Dapat dota beberape frame.
Dapat record birthday wishes.
Dapat lepak malam tu dengan new people.
And dapat M&M :)

So that day turned out to be owsum.

Fastforward.

10 December 2010.

3 papers.

Life sucks.

It all came down that day.

DUNIA TAK ADIL.

DUNIA TAK ADIL.

DUNIA TAK ADIL.

Aku merungut dan merungut.

Aku sembahyang. Dia tak.
Aku tak merokok. Dia merokok.
Aku tak pegi club. Die pegi club.
Aku rajin pergi kelas. Dia tak.
Aku study macam orang gila. Dia jarang.

Aku fail. Dia lulus.

Dunia memang tak adil.

However, again, like BFMV, tears dont fall.

And they did not.

I thought this was it.

No more.

No more.

I've had it.

Then after some self pitying moments and a few shisha balangs and a few days later, common sense came knocking.

Quit? Dah halfway.
Tukar kos? Bajet pandai.

So what kalau short course, kalau extend.

That piece of paper that says "Diploma" is all I want.

No matter how long.
Or how hard.

"Shit son, I really am going through with this."

Life goes on.

And then everything turned around.

I have things others do not.

I have a great family others do not.

I have the health others do not.

I have great friends others do not.

I have a lifestyle others do not.

I have that special someone others do not.

I have most of the things others would die to have.

I realize.

This is not the time to fret.
This is not the time to complain.
This is not the time to blame fate.
This is not the time to blame the world.

This is the time to wake up.

Work things out.
Fix things that are wrong.
Cherish things that I do have.

In the end,

The world is fair after all.

:)

The Third Part.

2010-10-20T18:45:00.004+08:00

Is about to end.

:)

Hello guys.

Its been awhile.

Lame weh dah tak post.

Almost forgot password. Hah ha ha.

Funny.

Ekceli, I wanted to post something a few days ago then suddenly terclick publish post with no content and that turned me off. Dont ask why.

Anyways.

Updates updates.

Current (3rd) semester is done.

Whats left is the finals.

Which starts on 25th Oct.

And ends on 14th Nov.

Almost 3 weeks bai. Paper ade 6 je. Haish.

Oh, Koko is finished. For good. I think. :D

So lepas ni, LONNGGGG HAIRRRR!

Well not long like Mr Putra Hakim, but just satisfyingly long enough for me to feel happy. :)

Yes long hair makes me happy. Sue me.

Ramadan was awesome.

Oh oh, raya was fantastic.

Or was it?

Truth is I dont even remember much. Haha.

All I remember is the typical reckless eating and drinking and eating and enjoying and stuffing as much food in my mouth as I can.

Lots of pictures but I am not the uplaoder type. So please understand the lack of pictures xD

Car? My car is fine. Just serviced it 2 weeks ago. Takde beza pon :( Ingatkan ade la beza in terms of speed. Haha xD

My sister's car is not fine though. Kena langgar lori bai. Gile tak owsum.

Tak dapat lah nak lenjan. Haish.

Entertainment?

Not much. Living in Melaka I dont have much entertainment except Dota. Oh I play dota now. Haha.

Do you know what Dota is? Adoi takkan taktau. Defense of The Ancients. Or Dunia Orang Tanpa Awek as some people would like to call it. I guess it doesnt apply to me. xD

Oh oh nak tau tak.

Yesterday (19 Oct) I went to see Paramore.

Rockzone bitch.

And I saw Hayley friggin Williams so damn upclose but not so personal.

When I saw her the first time, I went "squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee".

Well not literally because I was jumping like an idiot, but you get the main point. :D

Let me tell you something.

In videos, she looked cute right? right?

But in real life,
SHE
IS
SO
DARN
KEEEEEEEEEEEYUUUUUTTTT DOOWHH!!

Rase macam nak get on stage and scream "I LOVE YOU HAYLEYYYYYYYYYY!!"

Which one lucky (FAT) bastard managed to do.

Phux.

Nonetheless, the concert was fantastic.

Just being able to watch that bastard Josh menggorenggg made one of my dreams come true :D

Worth every penny. Or cents.

Which was alot.

32300 cents to be exact. Or did I convert that wrong? Hahah. Who cares.

Paramore, please come again. :)

Im going back to Melaka tomorrow.

See ya guys.

Oh btw, plurality, Farid Kamil, and heart of tarrasque. :)

ISY :)

Selamat TInggal.

2010-07-31T03:09:00.004+08:00

Aku dah tak tahan dah.

Serius.

Serabut gila macam nih.

Korang ingat aku ni apa?

Aku benci kau kau kau dan kau. Aku benci korang sume!!!!!!

BENCI BENCI BENCI!

Aku dah malas.

Tak appreciate langsung.

Baik aku pergi je macam ni.

Selamat tinggal dunia.

:'(

TEEEEEHEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Jadi tak?

Serius dramatik betul aku. Boleh tuka course nih.

Ke tak cukup dramatik?

Tolong la ade sorang nangis.

Tolongla tolong la.

Hahah.

Tak pun kalau ade sorang yang percaye pon jadilah. Tak menangis pon takpe. HAHAHAH.

Jangan risau. I still love you guys.

SANGAT. :P

Hai thar.

Wowzers it has been awhile since the last post kan kan kan?

Rindu tak rindu tak?

Mesti rindu kannnnn?
Keh keh keh.

Well, i have some updates.
SOME.

First and foremost,

I PASSED MY INTERSESSION!

WEEEEEEEEEEE~!
Now I'm on track like everyone else. Hehehe.

New semester is.. havoc.

Roommates come and go.

New subjects.

MAF, which is costing. Just like QMT, which is statistics, I hate these 2 subjects. haha.

BEL, which is english. First time ever I hate BEL. A very cerewet subject with a very peculiar lecturer.

AIS220. Aku suka subject ni. Designing a database. SAPE TAK SUKE DOL.

AIS280. Ooooooh ini lagi menarik. Recording accounting transactions... WITH COMPUTERS YAW! DIA students please be jealous now. Mueheheheh.

CTU, which is Islamic understanding. Setakat ni, no komen.

FAR, which is company accounts. OMGWTFBBQ TAK PAHAM DOL.

4 weeks, and rasenye aku baru paham around 30%. OMK COOL KAN?! Pffft.

Oh, this will also be my last semester of Koko(insyaallah), weeeeeeee. Next sem RAMBUT PANJANG MIAHAHAH!

I've got it. Finally. Weeeee. Well, its not exactly on my wish list, but I still wanted it. And now my sister bought it haha. Boleh bawak jalan jalan poyo poyo lepas ni. :D

Other things on my wish list is still pending. Haih. $$$$$$$$$$$.

Last week a few friends and I went to Broga Hill. OMK bes dowh pegi broga.

Sangat menarik. You guys should think about going there.

But make sure jangan makan apa apa before pegi. Unless just for alas perut. Haha.

Typing Of The Dead.

Ever heard of it?
OMK.

Serius best. SILA CUBA! Aku tengah obses dengan game bodoh ni. Haha.

This week rasa macam TIEEWWWW LEEEEIIIII LOWWWW MOWWWWW!

Presentation CTU macam pfft. Kantoi aku jahil bab agama nih. Haih.

Quiz far. Dapat 0 kot.

BEL. Server I-learn macam sakai but apparently its not an acceptable excuse. Pffft.

Dah server rosak nak post macam mana? Haihhhhhhhhhh.

I seem to be getting lazier and lazier to go to class. Last friday I was hoping someone was blocking my car so that I wont be able to go to class.

Even though class was actually just within walking distance.
Heh.

Banyak betul complain aku.

Oh haritu kan, aku langgar moto siot.

And it fell down.
And it happened in front of a cafe.
And I did not pick it back up.
And I just drove off.
And I think someone saw me.
And I think my car plate number might be a target now.

OMK.

Haha.

Lepas ni dah tak boleh balik rumah sampai raya.
KOT.

Unless aku rajin nak drive.

THIS SUCKS!
kthxbai.

"Aku isi tempat kosong kau."

I never thought I would ever say something as so damn weird as that EVER!

HAHAH! xD

But its true. =)

My Life Be Like.

2010-06-30T01:04:00.011+08:00

"Kalau aku da shoot muka kau...."

Masalahnya, itu semua hanyalah kalau. =)

Hai thar.

Kabare.

Macam dah lama tak tulis.

Padahal baru berapa hari. Amirite? :D

Nothing much to tell.

Just that:

My final was kinda, eeeh, kinda, pfft.

I dont know man, I dont know.

Haha.

Oh, nak tau tak nak tau tak?

Haritu kan, kereta I (i?) kena langgar you tau tak.

Ish, marah betul I.

Ekceli aritu I pegi cc lah kan, then I park lah dekat depan kedai mamak mana tah kan, then I pon pegi lah cc. I punya lah excited nak pegi cc. Lama dah tak pegi cc. You tau je lah kan I.

Adelah dekat sejam setengah I bertapak kat cc tu. Then you tau tak, tiba tiba je ada mamak jerit2 dekat pintu masuk cc tu tau. Tekejut I.

Die cakap lah kan:

"ni kereta plat blablablablalbalblablalbl sapa punya?"

So I tekejut lah. Kenapa dia sebut kereta I kan? I cuak tau.

Pastu I pun cakap lah tu kereta I tau. Pastukan pastukan, you tau tak dia cakap apa?

Dia boleh cakap

"itu you punya kereta sudah kene langgar la. sudah hangus"

TEKEJUT MAKKKKK!

Kereta I hangus?! Oh mak kau!

I pon berlari2 itik la kan, ye lah kena cover ayu, and lari pegi kete I.

Rupa rupa nya kemek sikit je you tau tak. Ish gerrrram I dengan mamak tu. Tapi nasib baik lah dia bagitau kan. If not Kalau I tiba tiba je nampak dah kemek, boleh pengsan I dekat situ you tau tak.

Hish.

Ok, running out of time here.

Quickies:

Final

SUSAH!

Accident

LANGGAR LARI!

Sis' engagement

Moja dan zaza.

Birthday Cake

ZOOOOOOMG BEN 10 OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!

Thanks guys. Sumpah aku sayang korang gile babbeyyy punya maaa~!

Cupcake

CUPCAKES!
Thanks anne. Sayang kau doh. =)

Karok 1

Heheh.

Karok 2

3 guys, 4 hours. Horror.

Okay someone get me these. And I'll love you for the rest of your life. Hahahahaha.

Mr Gibson Hummingbird. Dem. Kalau aku dapat ni, fuh..

POR FAVOR MI AMOR! GET MI DIS PLOX!

Nak ni nak ni nak ni. NAKK!! :D

Car Audio weeeee :D

Mehhh, one can dream right? =)

A few hours from now I'll be going back to Melaka. Weeeeeeeeee~

See you guys soon :D

kthxbai.

P/S: Go Argentina go! Cmon Cmon! McD twin set + McFlurry + Happy Meal is on the line here! Go Go GOOO! =D

Since I Dont Have A Tumblr

2010-06-20T00:55:00.004+08:00

I love tumblr. Sesuai nak post bende bende pendek.

Blogspot? Not so much. But what the hell. =)

Anyway,

Haiya no mood.

Marah pon ada.

Sedih pon ada.

Mixed feelings are always the worst when it is after midnight.

Or so I was told.

-Final is coming in a few days.
-Celebrated Puts birthday at Sunway. Video nanti.
-Lepak bersama Amin sebelum dia fly.
-Lepak dengan Amy dan kawan kawan beliau di Melaka.
-Kawan dah lupa kawan.
-Takpelah tak ajak malam nih kan? Seronok betul korang lepak skali. =)
-Single entry tak paham satu jadah.
-Aku baik sangat maybe. I should stop being so fucking nice to everybody and see what happens.
-I think we're getting further and further apart from each other.
-Ym sekali seminggu pon dah taktau nak cakap apa.
-I almost said the word "IMY" again. Pathetic.
-Apparently something was bothering you. Cakaplah please. Aku bukan mind reader. =(
-Its getting worse. I wanted to go to the hospital, but mom and dad seemed to be busy. Especially for next week. Heh.
-Argetina got this whole World Cup thing figured out. They are definitely going to win. Haha.

Happy Father's Day Abah! :D

Sorry I couldn't maintain my pointer. :(

I promise the intersession will change it. I will make it so.

Watchables:

Pretty cool.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5QHOxch5apk

Mind blasting.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1xRARmrorGU

And the best one. Boleh beat James Morrison kot? Haha.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t7MIaIain7I

kthxbai.

Oh aritu lepak dengan membe2 amy sampai 3 pagi. Otw balik lalu Pantai Klebang and Pantai Puteri. Lame dah tak lalu situ. Suddenly I remembered the night I asked her to drive. Unforgettable night. Haha. Haih. =(

A Mindless Post.

2010-06-06T05:43:00.006+08:00

I want a new mouse.

NOW!

hai thar.

Howazzzapadappaappaaa peeoopleez?

Are youu guyssss owwhhhkayyyzzzzzzzzz?

You haveeen a gewdddd timeeeeeeeeeesssszzrrrwww?

Okay sorry, aku bosan. Haha.

Back at home. Yippie!

( But I guess you already knew that.)

(Because surely you've read my previous post.)

(Unless you did not read my previous post.)

(Which would make you a newcomer.)

(Which would be weird since I have not promoted my blog anywhere for a long time now.)

(Which would beg the question "WHERE THE F DID YOU FIND MY BLOG!!".)

(Which would then~)

....... Moving on.

This week was HELL.

Test. Quiz. Test result.

And the introduction to the most awesome, craziest, most popular, hardest to score son on a B topic of all accountings P2:

Accounting For Non Current Assets.

I shit you not dudes and dudettes, solving a problem of this topic is MUCH harder than solving the rubicks cube man. Fo shizzle!

I hate this topic.

Which makes me wonder, camne korang bole buat ah sem lepas? Dem.

Friday, started my journey home around 2.30. Reached around 4.

I dont know what is it about that day, but everyone on the road seems to hate me for some reason.

Stats:
Almost get hit from a much faster car from behind: At least 4 times.
Almost get sandwiched by two huge effin lorries: At least 2 times.
Almost get hit from the side: Bazillion timesss.

FFS I was on the middle lane you fools!

Lane lain ade nak jugak sebok lane aku. ( Yes I call the lane I was currently on at the time as "MY LANE". Deal with it.)

Seriously dudes.

And this one time I was like speeding on the right lane ya know? Minding my own business.

Then two bastards ( Vios and Perdana ) just came out of effin nowhere and wouldn't stop bugging me. Then they started flashing their lights which is really annoying.

So being the kind but uncaring person that I am, I switched to the middle lane.

Then suddenly those bastards switched to the second lane also!

What the hell!

Are you mocking me demmit?

Sorry lah aku bawak kancil je mane nak race dengan korang.

bagi la evo ke skyline ke veyron ke then bole cite lah chebaii!

Speaking of the kancil, I'm losing faith more and more in that car.

Seriously the brakes scare the shit out of me.

Macam nak tak nak je brake.

That's why nowadays I rarely cucuk belakang anymore.

Tercium bumper orang depan camne? Tak ke mampus tu.

Nak pulak apek cina taiko ade tattoo naga dekat badan pulak yang bawak kete tuh.

Pffft.

But that did not stop me from doing like, 140 on the Kesas highway. Teehee.

Seriously Kancil's top speed is 140. Sedih right? I KNO!

But doing 140 using a kancil and 140 using some other bigger car is a big difference.

Its like driving your own vibrating coffin. FO REELZ!

I think I'm going crazy.

Here's a few hints.

I'm having more and more trouble sleeping. The other day I was lying down from 1 to 4 A.M. Doing nothing. Fo shizzle.

Then there was this one time ( Imma tell you one time!) I almost got hit by a car in a parking lot, and what did I do? I laughed. Like crazy. Like the laugh I make when someone really funny ( Russell Peters, or RWJ) makes a joke. Seriously.

Sometimes when I caught people looking at me its like I can hear them saying "I wanna kill that bastard so bad". But that would actually be pretty awesome. Hahaha.

I think my grammar is getting more and more effed up.

Not to mention haritu I forgot the word "kuali" existed.

Among other things.

Perhaps it was because of the new topic.

Teehee.

Did I mention I hate it?

Yesterday ( Saturday ) was awesome.

It was not fantastic.
It was not excellent.

It was awesome.

Went out around 1 something.

Amel picked up me and Put. Then went to get Eja.

Then to Sunway. We. Goooooo~

Went to eat at CJ. Or Carl's Jr for long. Or Carl's Junior for longer. Haha.

Had to come to CJ and leave for a few times until there was finally a spot we can sit at.

I ate..... something.

Forgot. Demmit. Another reason I think I'm going cuckoo.

But it was yummy. Its like the bigger version of Chicken McDeluxe. Fantastic!

Then jalan jalan. Let me try to remember the shops we went to.

Popular.
Giordano.
Padini.
Jefferson.
Topman.

Did I get it right? All of it?

Then apul dan nas akhirnya tiba. Oh ade cousin nas. Comel do. Haha.

Lepastu......

Jap.

Pastu....

Uhhm..

Demmittttt!

OK INGAT DAH! :D

Lepastu went to send Eja back home around 7 something. Then Amel sent me and Put back home.

Around 8.30 went out with the whole family(except my eldest sister because she went to Kedah to attend some wedding) for some BBQ ACTION!

It. Was. MINDBLASTING!

"Did you mean it blew your mind?"

"No no no it did not blow my mind. It BLASTED MY MIND!"

Kerang. Check.
Ayam. Check.
Ikan. Check.
Hotdoggz. Check.
Rice. Check.
Grape. Check.
Mineral water. Check.
Hot tea. Check.
BBQ Set. Check.
Haba. Check.
Annoying little cousins. Check.
Lots of family members. Check.
Some idiot with balloons and red hair with a red nose. Well, this one was missing.

And the best part is there were peeled prawns! BIG, PEELED PRAWNS!

OH. MAK. KAU!

PORFAVOR MI AMOR!

My fav!

Dudes and dudettes, please take note. Udang dah takde kulit = Unbeatable.

If you think otherwise, you are wrong.
If you like peeling it, you are wrong.
If you think peeling is fun, you are wrong.
If you hate prawns, you are even wrong-er!
If you even think something that would contradict with the awesomeness of prawns, you are the wrongest of the wrongest wrongs of all wrongs.

But if you like prawns but like peeled prawns even better, HIGH FIVE!

We finally left around 10.40pm with big grins and happy little stomachs.

Wait. Stomachs, does that word even exists?

See why I think I'm going crazy?

Pastu....

Oh okay jangan risau dah tak lupe dah :D

About 11 went out balik.

Picked up Put.
Picked up Amel.
Picked up Mikki dan Anne.
Picked up Apul.
Picked up Bedah.
Picked up Karim.
Picked up John.
Picked up Mat.
Picked up Dolah.
Picked up Kasim.

Then went to Sunway. LAGI!

But this time just to lepak at...

At...

Demmit lupe. Jaafar something? Or was it something Jaafar? IDK.

Shishon.
2 balang.
I forgot the flavors.

Oh oya also came. With her Lasalle-enrolled bro.

Lasalle bai. Kau ingat sekolah kau cool? Belum jumpa Lasalle lagi!

Hahahah.

Anyways, IMHO, no no, I'm not saying I'm a ho, IN MY GADDEM HONEST OPINION,

I loved the hangout.

For a long time now I've been hanging out with people every weekend. But its usually just 4 or 5 people. Maybe 6 tops.

But yesterday there were a total of 7, or was it 8 people that were there!

It felt different. I miss hanging out with LOTS of people. haha. Okay, 8 is not LOTS, but still a lot. Haha.

Around 2am, Oya, her bro and Amel had to leave. Wanted them to stay but Oya and Apis looked FRIGGIN tired and Amel had to leave the next morning to go back to Perak. With a bus!

Then there were 5.

Lepak lepak lagi. Shisha. Minum. Makan. Borak. Brader shisha pon lepak. Then minum. Makan. Lepak lagi. Main psp. Then minum. Makan lepak lagi. Amik amik gamba gune dslr mikki yang canggih manggih. Entertaining a caller. Then makan. minum. Lepak lagi.

Finally left the place around 4am.

Singgah Petrol Station. Amik gamba lagi. Sembang2. Toilet. Justin Timberlake. xD

Sent Apul back home.
Sent Mikki and Anne back home.
Sent Put back home.
And finally sent myself back to bed. Haha.

All in all, it was a great day, from morning to the brink of dawn.

Wait, scratch that.

Actually, it was a PERFECT day.

And that 3 AM call, made everything even better. =D

kthxbai.

Watchables:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=toXMt1rzdrA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nZMwKPmsbWE

And the best one.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ErMWX--UJZ4

5th may 10

"Don't delete that post okay? :D"

But I guess you did.

Or maybe you just forgot. Heh.

A Year Ago, I Was Heartbroken.

2010-05-31T03:17:00.004+08:00

hai thar.

Some HAPDETS:

This week :
Tuesday - Test
Wednesday - Quiz
Thursday - New topic
Friday - BALIK LAGI!

Oh, my memory card just went batshit insane and killed itself last week.

So yeah, lost everything.

EVERYTHING.

Including..

Yeah well, everything.

Shit.

Got a new house to stay at.

Agak ghetto.

No more staying in UiTM. FREEDOM!

Unfortunately no wireless after this. Pffft.

Hopefully everything works out.

:D

I got a text a few days ago while at Melaka.

You know? The kind that makes you smile like an idiot all of a sudden.

Gotta say it came at the perfect time since I was bored shitless at the time.

Haven't talked to her in a while.

She made my day =)

Do you know its almost June ?

I LOVE June. :D

Oh, one more thing.

Hey you.

Yes you.

IMY. =)

ZING!

Its hard to keep a happy face when everyone keeps giving you shit.

But, lets just keep smiling because smiling is pure awesomeness. =)

kthxbai.

Watchables:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mLvGPNfxUm8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JZ3gs1K3rVQ

And the best one.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rvTFKpIaQhM&feature=player_embedded

Break.

2010-05-22T02:48:00.002+08:00

hai thar.

I'm bored.

Really.

Entertain me? xD

Do you know why most of my posts seem depressing? Haha.

Me neither. xD

Oh also I have finished my short course! I mean only finished 1 week of it. Teehee.

Short course is okay lah kot.

Currently my classes are:

Monday 8.30
Tuesday 10.30
Wednesday 8.30
Thursday 10.30
Friday 8.30

Haha. Kinda weird and annoying but can't complain right? =D

Typical routine is:

Morning - Class
After class - Eat outside
After eat - Sleep
Wake up time - 7.pm
After shower - Eat outside
After eat - Chill out
After chilling out - Work.
After 5 minutes of studying - Sleeeeep. ( or ~~facebook~~ ). Teehee.

And the routine continues the next day.

It was unanimously decided to stay inside UiTM since we could not find any other place to stay at.

It feels kinda cool since there are only about 60 people in one block. So sometimes we get that crazy feeling that we own the building. :P

Even the parking spaces (note the plural) are owned by me xD.

Should've seen how I parked. Hehe.

On normal days, the way I parked would have been followed by death threats from people. Haha.

And of course crazy activities will follow. Haha.

However, thats all during the day.

During the night, though...

"Weh aku nak mandi dowh, sape nk teman?"

A typical conversation after the clock passes 7.00 PM.

Hahahahahah.

We all are a bunch of sissy bitches.

But hey, a block with a history with paranormal, you can't be too brave aite? Heh Heh.

A few days ago I found out something.

Well, lets just say, saying I got depressed is an understatement.

It literally, well not literally, but in a way, broke my heart.

Wow I am so good with words yo hahahaha!

I've been depressed before but this thing, wow. Its like a whole new level of crappiness. Haha.

I was so depressed I did something I never thought I would. I hated it. But at the time it seemed to be 'WOW FANTASTIC!'

What a pathetic wimp. Haha.

It did not help not being able to have anyone to talk to about it other than your own 5 other roommates.

They wouldn't understand.

But after that I got to talk to somebody. I guess it relieved things a bit? Yeah I guess so. =)

Well, thats all.

Wow that was short.

I will now end this post abruptly.

kthxbai.

Eh, btw aku dah buat dah.

Buat ape?

Tah.

Tapi aku dah buat dah. Haha. Out of maximum boredom.

Nantilah aku tambah.

=)

Lets Just Leave Already!

2010-05-14T12:56:00.004+08:00

Hello People!

How's it going?

Holiday awesome much?

He he he. Well good good.

Well, its already Sunday.

Time REALLY flies yo. Haha. This sucks. I'm leaving already.

Yep. Where? Short course lahh.

"Will you stop bitching about your intersession?!"

DANGORAFLABBURTZ!

Haha. Okay. I'm stopping alright? Just chill already.

This week was awesome. Well not exactly perfect but still awesome.

Unfortunately Monday I couldn't go out due to 'some reasons.' And I missed out on a lot of things. But hey, if its meant to be then its meant to be right? Heheh.

But Tuesday was awesome. Went out with dudes from Sec7. Sunway. I got my first wish, that is to see them before going back to Melaka. Gile rindu la sial. Haha.

Before leaving that night, I got free hugs from everyone. Hahahah. Funny as hell.

Then again we do the hugging all the time. Haha.

At first I was fine.

However, in the car I started to feel kinda moody.

And when I got home, the depression kicked in.

But it disappeared when I thought of what is going to happen the next day.

Wednesday was even kewler than tuesday. I guess we can say that it was Sahabat's hang out day? Most of them were there. The main dudes were there. The owners were there. It felt good.

But someone was missing. MIKKI MANE KAU PEGI?! Dem yuu mikki lari plak ko an haha.

Watched movies. Belukar and Iron Man 2. Well actually only me and Amin watched Belukar. We were supposed to watch IP Man 2 but then we already watched that so we sorta sneaked into another movie. Hehe.

Belukar was okay. Better than some malaysian movies but still didnt got it quite right. But still, better than some malaysian movies.

Iron Man 2 was.. a letdown? Sort of. I mean the last fight could've been stretched out a little longer. Sheesh.

Sorry guys sebab tak tengok IP Man ngan korang.

Then we went to eat. And and and. And then they left. And then we lepak some more, then left with Oya and her bro for Sec7.

We had a session of shisha, while watching badminton.

Malaysia was smackin yo!

Well I got my second wish, that is to hang out with Sahabat people.

Then Thursday. It was a veeeeeery long day for me. Woke up around 6. Had to follow my sister to the KTM so had to get up early. Went to Seremban to get my car back.

The journey was painful! Imagine sitting in a train for almost 3 hours. Yes my journey from Shah Alam to Seremban took almost 3 hours due to some train problems. To make it worse I couldn't even sleep. OMK.

Well got to the workshop around 10.30 AM.

The car is fixed. Bonnet, bumper all new. Weeeee. So shiny haha.

After that went back to Kemuning. Got home around almost 12.

Then went out again.

It was awesome. Different, but awesome.

Not really what I had in mind though haha. I just wished that we could have spent time together a little longer. But I guess I would just annoy you more haha.

I wish there was a picture to remember the awesomeness.

But hey, at least I got to see her. And that made me very happy =D

I finally got my third and quite important wish. Haha.

I dont know about the others, or about you, but I had a great time. And I hope you did too. =)

Thank you all that made it happen.

Friday. Went to Aeon around 5pm. Wanted to Karaoke. But apparently it was RM42 per person mang! Uber Xpensiveeee!

So we cancelled that plan and went to eat. Where? Black Canyon la shiall. Tak tau pulak aku lepak dengan anak anak datuk. Haha.

Later that night went to shisha with the dudes. Then went home around 2 or was it 3AM. Yep. Passed by kubur cina AGAIN on the way to send Mikki back! Bodoll haha.

For me, nak seekers, I dont mind. I actually like it. Haha.

But there's something about kubur cina that I very very much do not like about. Pfft.

Saturday. Nothing much happened. Went to get that. Looked awesome. Tested it too haha.

Sunday. THE day.

As you can see, my one week of holiday was filled with activities. And for that, I am super happy. So now I'll be able to go back to Melaka with no regrets. Hehe.

Now,

For the last time,

Wish me an awesome Intersession aite? See ya. =)

Hey you.

"The songs will help me later."

Remember when I said that? Actually, I dont think it will. haha.

This sucks =(

When The Curtain Falls: Pt 2.

2010-05-08T03:01:00.006+08:00

"It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now"

Pfft. Jiwang habes. hahaha.

Hello People!

How is life?

Nice?

Comfy?

Awesome?

Well good for you!

Okay enough about you. Since this is my blog so... Teehee.

Anyways, for the second time, I am finally having my semester break!

YIPPIDOODLESDOO!

Last wednesday I had my last paper. Supposedly I had another paper on sunday, but I failed that subject so.. Pffft.

But worry not, since I have it all covered. I'll be talking about this a bit later on.

So, lets start with my finals first. I know I may have hinted a thing or two about the papers I took in the last few posts, but lets go through it all this time.

AIS150 ( Programming ) - This paper was, not that easy, and not that hard. I was a bit puzzled at the start. I mean its programming. Not exactly ABC ya know, but after awhile I guess I managed to do some.

QMT ( Statistics) - The second paper and I honestly, HONESTLY think that I have F'ed this paper up. A lot of silly mistakes. ALOT. No kidding. Im just hoping for at least a C and not below it. Hopefully.

BEL ( English ) - It was okay. But the last section required students to write not less that 350 words on... 'how reading can improve university students' english' I think. Well as soon as I got to that section, I became so F'in sleepy. Considering I was already sleepy because just before the BEL paper, I had a big lunch. Then I found out I had to do a 350 words essay? Pfft.

I tried to fight it but 40 minutes after the paper started, I lost. I fell dead asleep. When I woke up, it was already 1 hour after. And even then it was the invigilator who woke me up. She was between giggling and scolding. Her face was funny enough to make me stay awake. Pudin ( who sat behind me ) said he tried to wake me up many times. He looked pretty pissed haha. Sori ah, sumpah ngantuk time tu dowh. Lagipun it was raining. Haha.

ECO ( Economics ) - Well how to should I put this. I LOVED THIS PAPER.

Why? Because I managed to do the one question that I have never been able to do before.

National Income.

With its countless formulas and tricks and treats, I almost gave up on that topic. But luckily the night before the paper, Mr Bake a.k.a Sam Bunkface a.k.a Helmi, taught me about the formulas. And interestingly enough, it got stuck in my brain. Hihi. Lucky lucky.

So hopefully I can get a good grade for Eco. Hope.

FAR ( Accounting ) - OMK ( Oh Mak Kau. Masscom Style. haha). This paper was, easier than last sem, but still pretty hard. Im kinda worried a bit actually. My income statement, balance sheet was all complete but one tiny info. The depreciation for something I forgot. I didnt include that because I forgot the formula. There are 2 common ways to calculate depreciation, and I only remembered the first one. Pfft.

But hopefully dear Sir Surail will help me. Please mark my paper with a happy and glowing heart!

AIS200 ( Business ) - Double OMK. The last paper. The hardest. The shitiest. And the crappiest. Like QMT, I hope for at least a C and nothing less for this paper.

So thats for the finals. Really hope Im not going to fail anymore papers.

So lets get to the paper that I was supposed to take. FAR175. But I failed the previous one, which was FAR110, so I couldn't take the 175. But I think its all good now.

I, Muhammad Hanif, will be making a big and awesome sacrifice, by taking the Intersession on 17th May until 23 june 2010. This is all for the sake of hopefully being able to graduate on time.

"haaa? Ko da gile ke nep?! Anep amik shortkos? Bia betik!" *include uber surprised face here*

Yes, a month plus plus.

I might go crazy. I know.
I might lose it. I know.
I am going to miss the hang outs. I know.
I am going to miss the gatherings. I know.
I am going to miss waking up late and staying awake till dawn. I know.
I am going to miss her. I know.

But I also know, this is for the best. I cannot risk extending my studies at UiTM until the 7th semester. I just cant. I've heard stories of seniors who did not graduate, even until 8th or 9th semester. Dayum. I dont wanna be them. So this is something I am going to have to do.

Just wish me luck on this. Haha.

Else...

Classmates? honestly, I think I just dont feel the same way about my classmates this semester than last semester.

Perhaps they changed.
Perhaps I changed.
I dont know.

Life? College life however, was better than last semester. I got three awesome new roommates, and I became closer with my level dudes.

Friends? - More and more each day =D

culture shock? - Well, this semester I've cut down on the overnights. When I looked back and see the countless overnights me and my pals had, I just cant stop thinking

"We're so damn stupid."

Haha. So much time wasted. But it was all worth it. Memories man, memories.

Other than that, I still am not doing drugs. Still am not a smoker. Though my lungs are not free from cig smokes anymore. Teehee.

So I think that sums it all up. I may have a few more details but lets just spare the boredom.

Anyways, I'm going to have about 9 days( at the time of writing ) of freedom until lockdown again, and until then, I plan on going wild and not wasting a single day!

Plans...

Monday - with Mail and dudes, perhaps.
Tuesday - Maybe get my car out of the workshop.
Wednesday - Movie marathon. Karoke. Shisha? Yep, sounds like its going to be an AWESOME day.
Thursday - Yet to be known.
Friday - Most probably no plans during the day because I consider friday as an Off day. haha.
Saturday - Yet to be known.
Sunday - Pfft.

Some random things:
Recently very rajin to download, very lazy to watch.
Hooked on that crap.
My interest in the paranormal seems to get bigger. This is so f'ed up.
My hair is like taking a vacation from growing. Darn it! Grow, faster!
Dah geng ngn brado shisha! Haha. High five!

Oh yeah, one more thing. I found it. And it damn well made me smile. =D

Lastly, I REALLY hope I can go out. With her. For the last time. Before going back. But if I cant, then its fate. Like it or not, I'm going to have to be cool about it. haha. =)

kthxbai.

Reality Bites.

2010-04-30T04:01:00.006+08:00

hai thar.

Hokai. Lets start the post with a very pretty picture that you all might be interested in.

Read: I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS!

The full story:

It was a rainy day. The rain was so heavy that the ants on the grounds thought they are definitely going to drown to extinction. The road was crying from all the heavy rains.

'Oh the rain hurts me sooo..'

The road cringed.

Everyone was riding in their aluminium/plastic/fiber/hard steel/metal made machine that runs on wheels very cautiously and slowly with blaring warning lights. The people were screaming silently in agony,

'When oh when will this stop!'

And among those people, one of them was getting very impatient. He was inside a monstrous, black colored vehicle, passing warnings as it passes every other vehicle showing its menacing looks. He was in the middle lane. But that quickly changed. He quickly swerved to the right lane, unable to bear it any longer. He then brought the beast up to speed, and left everyone else behind.

What he did not know, was when he was in the middle lane, someone behind him was also VERY, VERY impatient with the current event that was going on.

That someone, was very late. VERY. It was 5.10pm, , he has not reached his university yet, and he has not studied anything for the exam that he was about to take the next day.

Riding his also monstrous but with a smaller chassis vehicle, he followed the beast that was in front of him. So now him and the monstrous beast is on the same lane. The right lane. The fastest lane. But all the other vehicles were moving at a very low speed for a right lane, 60 or 70km/h at best.

But the beast ignored the rain, and tried to speed up. So did the person behind him. That person tried to catch up with the beast, and somehow, managed to do exactly that. He was getting closer, and closer, and closer. And suddenly, it seemed he was getting TOO close.

There was nothing left to do but one thing. He quickly pressed the brakes as soon as he saw the black beast's brake lights lighted up brightly, suddenly, abruptly.

He pressed the brakes. But no, the vehicle he was inside was still crawling towards the beast.
He pressed harder, until it reached the floor of the vehicle. Unwilling to bow to the horror of the pinching brakes, the vehicle kept crawling, as the road was very slippery, and then it seemed what was about to happen, is inevitable. The two vehicles got very close to each other, and the person inside the small vehicle closed his eyes for what was coming.

2.3.4.5 seconds passed by. Nothing happened. The person opened his eyes, and he found out his vehicle had come to a complete stop. He was more than thankful. The beast was probably only a few centimeters in front of him.

He was lucky. More than lucky. The vehicle was cold because of the air cond, added by the rain outside. But the person was sweating. So he wiped his sweat and pulled into first gear, to start his journey again.

As fate would have it, this time he was not so lucky.

BAM!

The sound was so loud that perhaps the people on the other side of the world could have heard it.

The person inside the small vehicle was in shock.

The engine died.

The radio died.

And the sound of the surroundings quickly became a big, blur buzzing sound.

What just happened? Then his brain processed. Someone hit his vehicle. His heart was pounding louder than ever. He looked around in his small vehicle. Everything is a mess. Everything was thrown violently in random directions, due to the impact.

As he sat in the car for the remaining 7-10 seconds, his brain went blank.

The thought about exams,
the thought about getting to the university as fast as he could,
the thought about his friends,
the thought about the possibility that the girl of his dreams might hate him now more than ever,
the thought about singing along to the song that was playing on the radio,
the thought about forgetting to bring along the pendrive containing something important,
and the thought about continuing to chew the melon-flavored gum in his mouth,

disappeared.

All he could process at the time was

'What now?'

Then he got out of his vehicle. He looked behind him. Crystal clear, he saw the vehicle that hit him. With the heavy rain pounding on every inch of his body, with the sound of vehicles honking around him, he dashed to the vehicle.

As soon as he reached the vehicle, the person inside came out.

He studied the man. Old, alone. And chinese.

With a confused, unsatisfied, angry feeling bottled up in his head, he shouted,

'OI! APE NI?!'

The man that hit him responded with a faded

'Im sorry.'

But by this time he was pissed off.

'What sorry? Apsal you langgar kereta I? You tak nampak ke?'

The man said

'Sorry, tak sempat brake tadi. Jalan licin.'

The man tried to make a smile. But he looked quite scared and unsure of what to do.

The person was about to vent his anger at the man, but then he looked at the man's vehicle.

Only one word could describe it.

Holy-shiz.

The man's vehicle, Toyota Avanza, the left side, was, for the lack of a better term, totaled. The left side grill, the light, the foglight, was gone. Its like the vehicle version of Two Face, from Batman. Right side, normal. Left side, holy shiz.

The person looked at his small vehicle that was hit. Bumps on the bonnet, and on the bumper. Typical, perhaps, for an impact like that. But the man's vehicle, was different. Did his vehicle do this, the person thought.

The person's anger quickly turned into pity.

'You ok ke?'

The person asked the man that hit his vehicle.

'Ok ok. Tak ada apa apa.'

Then he continued

'Tak pe la. Depan tu ada bengkel, kita pegi sana then tengok berapa kena. Then kita settle situ lah.'

As soon as he was about to move to his vehicle, a man with an umbrella came.

'Bawak tepi you guys punya kereta'

He said to both of them.

The person ran to his small vehicle, while wondering who was that. Then as soon as he moved the vehicle, the person went back to the other vehicle.

Then another person came.

That person gave the person who was driving the small vehicle a card, and said

'Bang, saya dari company ni and kami akan bertanggungjawab atas kereta abang, tak payah bayar satu sen pon. Sebab abang tak salah.'

Then the person responded

'Oh yeke?'

Then he remembered. Of course it was not his fault, he was hit for F's sake. The man that hit him is the one that is at fault.

Being the first time getting into a road accident (not counting the overnight accident), the person just listened and followed the company man's instructions. Then after getting the license plate of the man's vehicle that hit the person's small vehicle, the person and the company man left the scene to make a police report.

To summarize what happened next,

The person made a police report.
The man that hit him did not. Until a few days later.
The person had to leave the vehicle with the company, possible for a week, to get it repaired.
The person was told he's not responsible and he does not have to worry, and no money is required for repairs.
The company sent the person back to his university, arriving around 8pm.
The person slowly began to sink into trauma.

End of story.

It was a wake up call for me. Before this whenever I brake, I rarely cared about the car at the back, you know. Like you just automatically trust the people at the back.

But this time I was taken by surprise.

Well now I am worried whether this will affect my driving. Hopefully not. Hihi.

So after this, ALWAYS look at your rear mirror whenever you are making an emergency brake.

Then the next day I had my exam. QMT, which stands for Statistics. Well it has a longer name, but I'm too lazy to type it. And also BEL, which is English.

Bel, was okay. But QMT, just turned my day into a nightmare. After I finished, I could not stop thinking about all the errors I made. And so I'm now worried more than ever about the paper. Hopefully I will pass the paper, at least. Please no more repeats. God help me.

So now I have two more papers, then I will be free of all the horrors of studying, until 17th of May. Intersession, dude. Totally not cool.

Oh, before ending this, I have something to say.

I'm sorry.
I felt stupid that night. I said things. Alot of things. I just wanted to hang out with you, chill with you and talk, and perhaps I just miss..

Pffft.

Jiwang habis.

I cant be like that. I tried being jiwang and all that, tapi rase pelik doe. haha. Cam ape je. Im not that kinda guy, now I know.

Tapi ape pon, aku nak cakap jugak.

I'm sorry. Malam tu aku cakap benda yang aku tak patut cakap. Sebenarnya aku stress nak mampus dengan paper tu, dengan accident tu, and a few other things. Aku ingat nak sembang dengan kau. Sebab selama ni kalau aku stress gile aku selalu ajak kau makan, even kadang kadang kau pon buat aku stress. Haha. Tapi bila lepak dengan kau je mesti aku rase best. Aku suka sembang dengan kau face to face. Aku tak berape suke doe cakap kat fon, nanti mesti ade "haa?" from aku or kau. haha. and bile face to face aku bole carik gado, and nanti msti kau marah, and aku suke tengok kau marah. And selalunye mesti kau fight back. kau mesti nak menang jugak haha. Lagipun aku ingat kau dah nak balik. And I thought, why not, the last dinner, just like last sem. Sebab tu aku nak makan dengan kau je. And bila dia still nak makan dengan kau, even probably hari2 die makan dengan kau, aku cam sedih gila kot. Salah ke aku nak makan dengan kau for the last time? Aku jumpe kau pon kadang2 bape minggu skali je. Salah ke? Aku tau aku selfish. Aku tak paham kau. Aku tak cube pon. Aku selalu nak kau je ikut aku. Aku pentingkan diri sendiri. Tapi kadang2 kau cuba ikut je. Macam aritu aku ajak kau makan, even kau ade assignment tak siap lagi, and tak bind lagi, and kene submit hari esoknye. Tapi kau datang jugak. Dengan laptop kau. Kau cool doe. Bak kate kawan aku, maybe you dont want to hurt my feelings. Betulla kot ape die kate. Tapi aku selalu nak paksa kau. Macam malam tu, aku still nak makan dengan kau even though ko kene teman kawan ko. Aku memang bengong. Aku tau. And mase conversation kita makin panjang, aku makin mengarut. Aku tau aku mengada. Tapi kau terus je layan, even aku tau kau mesti tak tahan nak hang up phone. Lepas call tu, aku rase cam nak tampar je muke sndiri doe. haha. Maybe bagi kau bende tu kecik je sebenarnye. Tapi bagi aku besar. Aku tak selalu cakap bende2 camtu. Aku rase bodo gile. Cam pondan pon ade kot malam tu. haha. Tahla. So aku taktau la maybe kau dah tak tahan sangat dengan perangai aku, and aku tak tau la maybe kau still baca ke tak blog aku ni, tapi i just wanna say I'm sorry. And hopefully, i can have that one last dinner with you for this semester, if you still want to. :)

FAR110 - 2/5/10.
AIS200 - 5/5/10. LAST PAPER BABY!

Im coming home 6/5/10. So prepare all the shisha cause we are going all out that night! YEAH!!!

kthxbai.

How Do You Mend A Broken Heart?

2010-04-25T05:14:00.006+08:00

Everyone was right.

I thought surely theres a reason why it happened. Surely.

But then I figured, there's no need for one. Its just one of the many signs.

Aizat said the other day,

"perhaps you should consider... leaving the train?"

I didnt want to.

Not after all this time.

But,

I'm not going to lie. I think about it all the time.

And, considering whats happening, I think maybe its time.

Maybe.

What the heck am I talking about?

Even I dont know. Hahaha.

Cause I'm fucking heartbroken, thats what.

What Needs To Be Done

2010-04-20T02:18:00.002+08:00

A story that made me smile.

When things in your life seem, almost too much to handle,
When 24 Hours in a day is not enough,
Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class
and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly,
He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar
And proceeded to fill it with golf balls.

He then asked the students, if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured
them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open Areas between the golf balls.

He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous ‘yes.’

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively
filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

‘Now,’ said the professor, as the laughter subsided,
‘I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.
The golf balls are the important things - family,
children, health, Friends, and Favorite passions –
Things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, Your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, house, and car.

The sand is everything else –The small stuff.

‘If you put the sand into the jar first,’ He continued,
there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life.

If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff,
You will never have room for the things that are important to you.

So…

Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Play With your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.

There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal.

‘Take care of the golf balls first –
The things that really matter.
Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.’

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.

The professor smiled.
‘I’m glad you asked’.

It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,
there’s always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.’

Cheered me up. Quite useful. Considering whats coming.

Wish me luck.

=)

"She said, perhaps you should just.. dont."

Tell me something I dont know. =(

Smile, And The World Shines Along.

2010-03-28T03:59:00.006+08:00

"Try your best. But never become a slave to it."

Hello People!

How are you guys?

Are you good?

Happy?

Miserable?

Or something else?

I have a confession.

IMY.

Oh yes I do.

Its been awhile since I posted anything.

So now I'm going to update. And you can not do anything about it! Teehee!

Well, truth is, actually...

I dont have much to say. Heh.

Last week did not come home.

Busy busy.

Oh, last week I got a haircut.

Since mase koko I was dismissed. Dah la naik pentas, kene halau lagi. Caitt! First time sem ni. Haha.

So no choice but to cut my hair. Kinda sucks but, meh, either cut my hair or repeat next sem.

But the weekend, I was happy. More than happy actually. Since I finally got what I wanted. Haha.

And also, me and some friends went overnight to celebrate Lia's birthday. Sorry I had to go back early in the morning and x dapat teman ko jalan - jalan main boling sume dengan yang lain. Aku ade bengkel pagi tu. Well I sorta promised(or did I? haha) someone that I would go.

Oh oh, also, last week I went to this chocolate factory.

It was awesome!

No, not Willy Wonka's factory. That would have been more than awesome.

The factory's called Beryl's. Ever heard of it? Dont blame yourself if you havent.

Why?

Because they mainly export their products.

I think only some percent of their products get sold locally.

Anyway, at the factory we got to see how chocolates are made.

There they told us everything about chocolates they make.

They got crazy amounts of chocolate variations.

Did you know there are 2 general types of chocolate? I bet you dont! All you do is eat them you sonofa-

Okay okay back to the story.

The first type is where the factory uses cocoa powder. The chocs produced using coco powder is usually less nutritious and cost less.

And the second type is by using cocoa fruit from the cocoa tree. This is more awesome and tastes better and contains more nutritions.

And also much, much more expensive.

Anyway, by the end of the trip we got to test quite a variety amount of chocs. And I bought this one big pack of chocolates, and let me tell you my pren, it is very very the awezums!

I got addicted to it like a drug man! The packaging is like candies, you know, the small little package.

Kire aku beli dalam bungkus besar, and dalam tu ade chocs kecik kecik. Paham tak nih?

And inside the small package, contains an oval-ish chocolate. Bapak sedap dowh!

Sadly, its finished.

I feel like going back to the factory just to buy some more. Haha.

So anyway, this week was less hectic than the last.

Monday was normal. I think I'm finally starting to understand Statistics. ABOUT TIME! Oh I also had my speaking test. Terabur la shial. Gaddem.

Tuesday was normal.

Wednesday, Koko. Yess! Tak kene halau bai. Haha. Misi berjaya.

Thursday, was kinda down-ish. But meh, chill sudah.

Friday, was also normal. Had my AIS200 quiz. Meniru lagi. Haha.

Saturday.(Today, or yesterday.)

Some funny stuff happened.

On the way back during the afternoon, while I was in the train, I got a text.

"TV3 New Identity started to play"

And everyone stopped talking. And stared at me. Lol.

Wey salah ke aku pakai ringtone tv3? salah ke salah ke salah ke haaa? Dengki lebih!

Then otw back dropped by at McD.

"Makan sini ke?"

And because of Im already used to the UiTM cafe, I said

"tak, bungkus."

"ha?"

"Eh..bwk balik."

"?"

"err...takeaway. hehe"

Dem u UiTM cafe! Bapak malu. Sebbaik takde chicks. Haha.

Then malam tadi went to eat at Sahara Tent in Sec 9. Peh gaddem tebaik do!

I ate something called "Mandi Lamb".

I know what you're thinking.

Haha. Thats why I ordered that.

Then balik pastu kuar balik.

Lepak.

Went to Sec 7. There was no balang shisha left. So many customers.

So went to Sec 13. Damn all the flavors were basic ones.

Then went to Subang. Shop name is Taipan something something. Nice environment.

Got there around 1. After ordering, brader tu cakap

"tutup kul 1.30"

We were like

"WAIT WHATTTTTTT?!"

But we went on with it and left about 1.45 or so. Dapat la dalam stengah jam kot shisha. haha.

Then went to Sec 7 again.

That time got balang. Initially we would not have the chance to have the shisha due to the shop is almost closing, but after slow talking about 5 seconds the brader said oklah.

So shisha lagi.

Until 3 something.

Oh, almost forgot.

Earlier today(or yesterday), I had to perform at the Kawad Tournament.

During practices before this, most of us were quite unwilling to perform as demanded because we were forced to join the tournament.

But during the performance, I felt kinda good because all of us suddenly had this awesome spirit and performed with full energy. Even the commanders said our platoon did quite well. So whatever the results, Im satisfied.

Oh, speaking about kawad. Friday night before, I went to the kawad practice.

And on the way to the practice, while walking, chit chatting, I was told something. Something that truly shocked me. I dont know whether the story is true or not but I was really surprised when I was told about it.

At first I was like, Oh okay.

Then i felt kinda down. Why didn't she tell me about this? If the story is true then its a good thing.

But then I figured.

"Who am I to her? Im nobody. jangan harap la die nk bagitau kau nep"

I bet he knows already. I bet her friends know about it already. I bet they all know about it already.

And like always, I'm the one who gets left in the dark.

Anyways, my final is going to be on the 21st of April until the 5th of May.

Then maybe 16 or 17 I have to go back to UiTM to take the Intersession. 2 months of holiday just got cut into 2 weeks. This sucks.

Wish me luck. =)

Sometimes, when I said wait, its not because I have something to say.
Its just that I want to spend a little more time with you.
Because spending time with you makes me happy.

Kinda sad had to found out about it from someone else. Wished she would tell me herself. haih.

"This sir, is not what one calls fine."

2010-03-05T11:24:00.005+08:00

Absolutely.

Game was stupid. Damn management.
Koko was crap. Friggin racist.
Test was shitty. Possibly going to fail.

And the best of them all, the allergic reaction.

"asal ngn muke ko"

Awesome!

Officially the worst week of my second semester.
but I guess I got to see her that day, and that put a smile on my face. =)

Oh and.. Still no facebook. =)

Something To Digest

2010-02-21T02:39:00.004+08:00

"I'll be the question.
If you'll be the answer."

So. Will you?

Hello People!

How's holiday?

Not bad?

Good?

Delicious?

Extra awesome?

Well, mine too!

I had a great week.

Let see, last sunday I went to Perak. They wanted to show it to grandma and uncle. I did not see the point, but hey, its theirs so, their choice.

Then came back monday.

Tuesday went to Sunway. PACKED man. No dummy, not pacman.

I mean it was PACKED, man!

What is it about holidays that they do not understand? Why can't you people just go off to some random place outside the city? And leave all the shopping malls alone? Huh Huh?

Basically I'm just pissed because even though its holiday, STILL NO PARKING!

Hahaha!

Then went to JJ. Bumped into Umi.

Her sis REALLY looks like that actress which I forgot the name at this time. Haha. Cool rite?

Then Wednesday went bowling with classmates at MidValley.

Damn I guess I lost that skill I had during that Sunway match haha. :P

Camne nak SAFA nih? Haha.

And SHBT was having a day out there too.

So joined them after.

I want the pics!

Later on we went to shisha. Guess where?

ANDALUS! Weeeeeeeee!

But not without being lost first. Damn I hate being lost in KL. Sorry dude, wasted your money haha. My bad.

Seriously though, Andalus seemed like an awesome place but hard to find. If I ever want to go there again, god help me how.

Then came thursday. Wow. Thursday. What a day.

Went to Pavi (bukan pavithra sila faham haha).

hung out with my old classmates. Haven't seen them in a while. Missed them.

First we went to Pak Su at Sec 16, great food there.

Then went straight to KL.

The original plan was to watch a movie, then switched.

KARAOKE!

Yes, karaoke-ing at pavillion. How rich am I? Haha.

The karaoke was awesome!

Suddenly I found alot of songs that I've been wanting to sing.

Not that I have a good voice.

My voice sucks actually. Everyone knows that.

I was kinda happy to see that song was listed. Haha. I never thought it would be there. I guess yang buat beriani tu pon femes gak lagu die. Haha.

But the sucky thing is when we reached that song, I already lost my voice lol. So all that came out were cracks and stuff. Funny as hell.

Oh oh, also. I chose that one song. That old song. You know. That song where I would take the start, then you finish off the lines. The one that is in that movie we watched. With the cupids singing the song. Haha.

I missed that song.

And I missed singing it with you.

Well, sort of singing. Haha.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANYWAYS,

the karaoke ended at about 6pm so then we went window shopping and some walking around KL.

Najmi said

"aku xpnah jalan2 kt KL ni. Asyik naik kete je. Jom kite pusing2 KL jalan kaki"

He's weird like that.

But he's cool.

Then shisha-ed a little infront of BB Plaza. Then off back home.

Did I mention it was an awesome day?

And did I mention that I did not use a single cent that day?

This is all possible because of Najmi.

Dude, only one thing I can say to you.

You fukken rocks man. Thank you for everything.

Mira, me, Najmi, Fatt.

I looked stoned as always

Then came friday. Friday already.

Sent my grandpa back to KL. He always stayed at my house like two three days only.

I don't know whether he hates the house.

Or me.

Perhaps he hates me.

This ungrateful grandson. Haih. Sorry grandpa.

Then came saturday.

Went to Sunway with the dudes.

Sam ko sumpah jahat balik awal! Traffic jam kot! Tunggu ah!

Tapi aku paham, kalo tak balik awal, sape plak nak hanta ko balik perak an? ahaha.

Nevermind, see you later dude. =)

So then chilled with Mail and Zu at Sunway. Mail bought something dark. Zu bought something cute. And I bought something awesome.

Score! :P

Then just now went to Tesco.

You know what it feels like going to Tesco at night alone?

I feel old.

So boring.

I did not know what to buy. I just took whatever that looked yummy.

Sure was plenty. Haha.

Then went to Sec 7. The last hangout.

Coconut apricot.

HEAVY SHIT RIGHT THERE!

So I'll be going back to ~~America~~ Lendu tomorrow. Lazy as always.

Assignments? Not.

Revisions? Not.

Screwed? One big YES.

See yah!

I think.

I have lost.

Somebody else won.

Lucky bastard.

I don't want to lose you. =(

This is fucking depressing.

The Way I Do It.

2010-02-13T01:48:00.006+08:00

Hello People!

How's life?

Yummy?

Tasty?

Extra crispy?

Well......... Mine too!

First thing's first. Just saying that I'm back for CNY. For about a week or so. Yummy right?

Wrong!

Its too friggin short!

Plus with all the coming tests when I come back...

OH THE HORROR!

But thats another story for a different day. Hihi.

So lemme recap of what happened the past few weeks.

Letsee, the first week I did not come back, I had a PPKP week. For those who are wondering, PPKP is like a seminar bla bla bla. Unimportant!

So then the second week, I had to go camping. Yes you read it right. C-A-M-P-I-N-G.

No no no no no,(RP style), not camp rock. Haha. Camping.

Which.... sucked. Haha.

Because of the camp, I could not join my course's futsal match. Bastard. I wanted to play so bad.

Now, about the camp.

It was not what I expected actually.

I expected a rough, mountain climbing, hitch hiking bike riding, twigs snapping, owl killing, lizard festing, snakes stalking, skin tearing type of camping.

But instead I got a jungle trekking, a boring night walk which I did not even go to, a boring group presentation, and some boring crap jungle experience.

Oh, but there was one thing.

Swamp walking. I LOIKE!

Basically it was the highlight of my camping.

The activity went down like this: After jungle trekking, we ran into a swamp. So we had to go through it. So the first time I made it. Without getting wet. Except the shoes of course.

And of course everyone else have to go through it too.

Then it gets to the F'ed up part.

You have to cross back.

This time, with your team. Your whole team. WHILE CARRYING A STRETCHER WITH A LIVING,BREATHING,SMELLY HUMAN ON IT.

Yes you can imagine what happened next. The water level rose up to almost my neck man!

Serious. Effin. Shiz.

All the girls were like EW EW EW. I was also like EW EW EW, but like on mute mode. Haha.

But actually it was fun. It taught me that you can't survive on your own, and you can't leave one of your own behind. Whatever happens, you must help your fellow pals.

Okay I'll cut it here. Getting too cheesy. Ugh.

Then I came back last Sunday.

The next day was the Hakka Day of our block. Just like last semester, we went to all the chickas' blocks and performed the Mauri dance.

But this time we also went to some of the dude's blocks to "menganjing." And one of em even fought back with a dance of their own. Which looked like dikir barat. Haha. But still. A hell of a performance from them. Bravo.

However, I did not do an all out this time. The part one did that. Haha. It was their time to shine. I just sat at the back of the row, just doing the dance for fun.

Okay now comes the anger-venting part.

This part no longer exists. I'm sorry. =)

So what am I going to do this week?

I really wanna buy some stuff.

Everythings falling apart.

My shoes.

Shirts.

Jeans.

Its like total chaos man!

And THAT. I've been dying to buy that. AGH! Money please fall from the sky!

Maybe some lepak-ing also this week.

We'll see.

But I also brought brought home a heck of assignments. Hopefully I can complete all of it. Haha.

But first thing's first, kesangapan harus di lepaskan.

The sangapness is critical now. It is so critical that a few days ago, when I was in the lab during class, while the lecturer was talking, I suddenly thought that I smelled the flavour.

Out of nowhere!

The sweet fruity flavour with some hint of gum.

DAYUM!

I suddenly could not focus. So I started to search the web for the maker of the flavour.

Al-Fakher.

BAD IDEA!

Apparently they make about 35-40 flavours I think. And when I searched, they all came up.

With pictures.

And descriptions.

And more pictures.

Colourful, pretty pictures.

And then I lost it.

Totally zero concentration on the lecture.

"I wanna go home ", was all that I could think about.

So thats how sangap I am right now.

So now? Sec 7. If no one wants to join then I'll go alone. IDC. Biar aku tingtong sorang2 kat situ. Dulik ape aku. Teehee.

I guess that is all.

Oh wait.

I have a confession.

An evil confession.

I have been cheating on my quiz.

3 times.

Once yesterday morning.

And the other two?

10/10.

This is what happens when you conduct a quiz in the lab WITH FULL INTERNET ACCESS!!

Did I feel guilty at the time? Yes.

Do I still feel guilty? Yes.

Will I prevent myself from doing it again? Don't make a promise you cannot keep.

Okay okay, I'll try to stop. I'll try to become a better person and not cheat anymore.

If anything, blame google.

Teehee.

Ooh.. By the way, I still do not have a FB account. Don't worry. =)

BYE.

A Little Something Something For Those Who Ponder

2010-01-16T18:57:00.002+08:00

Hello People!

How's it been?

Did you miss me? Did ya did ya?! =D

Well I have missed you SOOOOOO much!

I have LOADS to tell. haha.

Okay lets start.

Its been two weeks since I went back to UiTM.

Gotta say, life is wonderful. Well, not your gay,colourful huhahuha filled with cheesy cliches and stuff, but yeah, life is awesome.

First and foremost, I got a different room than last semester. At first I was like

"WTF, I want my old room!"

But then there's always a reason behind everything. And I was lucky I did not get my old room back, because my new room is much Awesome-er!

Roommates, awesome.
Room condition, awesome.
Room popularity, much awesome. Haha.

Besides that, this semester I've been infiltrating alot into people's room lately. You know, mingle more, and not just sleep in my room all the time.

So more new friends! Yay!

And more, I'm no longer the slave this semester! YAYZOR!

There are new students and now THEY are the slaves! HUZZAH! Haha. Not slaves lah actually.

But you know, if you're new, you gotta be humble right? And thats when most of us take advantage of it.

Lol.

Its funny because last sem, whenever I see someone, I'd be like

"hey dude" with a half-assed smile right? You know, being humble.

But this sem, there would be times where I was just walking then suddenly got people saying to me

"hey dude"

People recognize me now!!! ZOOMG! Holy shit! This is such a culture shock to me!

HAHAHAHHA!!

Funny as hell.

Well, lets talk about the good stuff now. No, not the new lovely looking ladies of Part one Masscommers, NO.

I'm talking about my subjects you dimwit.

I have 6 subjects this semester. Not including kokarikulum opkos.

Which is:

ECO170 ( Economics )
BEL260 ( English)
QMT101 ( Statistics )
AIS150 ( Programming )
AIS 200 ( Computer Finance )
FAR 175 ( Intermediate Accounting )

However, since I failed my last sem's FAR, I can't take this semester's FAR. So I replaced the 175 with 110. Heres a short synopsis of the subs.

ECO - Economics nuff said. I have no basic at all. But they said that this sub is easy soo.. Oh plus the lecturer is kinda hot haha.

BEL - This semester's bel is supposedly about preparation for MUET. Hopefully wont be too hard. The lecturer is kinda cool. I mean bole buat member gak ah.

QMT - Statistics. I still dont have much of an idea about this subject. Well, its all because, THE LECTURER IS SO FREAKKIN WEIRD! LOL. And I mean it in a good way. Let me tell you the basic outline of what happens everytime I go to this class.

1- lecturer enters.
2-starts askin studs about their day, updates, etc.
3-starts teaching.
4-four to five minutes later, HE STARTS TALKING ABOUT IRRELEVANT THINGS!

Like theres this one time, theres this sort of faint black smudge on the side of the whiteboard, like when you spray ink on it, but its fading, and while he was writing, suddenly he went

"eh, ni mesti ade lecturer keling pegi lap tangan die dekat tepi nih"

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH! WHATTHEHELL!

All he likes to do in class is to talk about weird stuff, and bahan orang lain. I shit you not. DIE SUKE BAHAN ORANG DOWH!

Hahahhaha. Everytime we go to his class, all we would get in the end is a stomach ache due to too much laughing, and nothing about the subject. Lols. I like this lecturer the most. Haha. Simply because beliau sungguh senang untuk masuk air.

AIS 150 - Error. Lecturer not found. Lol. Only had one class up till now. Word is, he is in the hospital. Hopefully he recovers soon.

AIS 200 - Hmm. I dont know what to say about this lecturer. Firstly, god forgive me for saying this, but she looks like a grandma. But maybe its because she is a grandma. But the worse thing is that she tries to make herself look cute! I mean with her attitude and her voice, trying to be giddy and stuff. I mean, sheesh. But she doesnt seem too hard to get close to. Maybe bole buat membe jugak. Haha. We will see.

And the finale, FAR 110 - I. Dont. Like. Simply because its the same effin lecturer as last semester. And I failed last semester's FAR remember? How the hell am I going to pass this time?

But all in all, all of the lecturers seem to be friendly. Hopefully I can get on their good sides and not piss them off like last semester. Haha.

So I guess that's it. I'll be going back tomorrow. Still dont know by what. Bas? Cam malas. Tumpang? Cam takde sape. Drive sendiri? xD Gotta get the big boss' permission first. Haha.

Well. Till then. See ya!

"Move on, dumbass."

"Forget her."

"Stop torturing yourself."

and the most awesome,

"Kau tak layak untuk dia"

Despite all that, I just cant stop missing you :)

Love. Hate. And Everything In Between.

2010-01-01T03:40:00.005+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

How's life?

Been a while since I updated.

What do you know? Its already 2010. Gotta say the new year celebration at The Curve was crazy. But could have been a little more crazy. Haha.

I got home late. Sorry.

I actually had made a few drafts that I wanted to post. But they ended up being just drafts. Maybe they just dont matter anymore.

So anyway,

2009 was an awesome year. It is definitely one of the most happening years of my life.

In 2009, I met a lot of friends.
In 2009, I got my license.
In 2009, I started being more mature and responsible for things.
In 2009, I started to understand how it feels.
In 2009, I did some crazy stuff. Stuff I never thought I was able to do.
In 2009, I finally grew up.

So,

I just want to say, that I'm sorry.

For what?

Well, you would know.

During the 360days period, I may have done something. Something that made you feel uneasy. Something that hurt you. Or something that just bothered you.

And for that, I'm truly sorry.

Anyways,

I'm going back to Melaka this Saturday. Truth is, I don't feel like going. I really don't know why. Bad memories? Haha. No. Melaka is actually fun.

But maybe its because the thought of having to study the same thing again that weakened my spirit. Haih. Hopefully the second semester is going to be more awesome.

Well, I actually have more to tell, but I don't want to bore you people with my pathetic life stories. Haha.

So I guess this is it.

Nothing but goodbyes.

See you guys later. But, hopefully not 5 months later. Haha.

I'm going to miss you guys.

Bye. =)

A Short Story.

2009-12-15T01:36:00.013+08:00

The story of Mr X, the idiot who got 3.++ for his finals exam but failed his Accounting Paper.

One day, Mr X went to hang out with his friends in KL.

They watched a movie called Storm Warriors.

In Mr X's opinion, Storm Warriors is the dumbest movie ever created.

And just to add the fucked-upness, the screen of the cinema went BLANK a few times.

7 times to be exact.

Yes, 7 fucking times.

Mr X thought that the cinema should be burned to the ground.

And Mr X wants his RM11 back.

"It was not fucking worth it", Mr X's inner voice said.

Then Mr X and his friends went to eat at McD.

Then another friend of Mr X came to join them.

After hanging out for awhile, they thought about going to a nearby place to hang out some more.

So Mr X and his friends went back to Shah Alam to get Mr X's car and then go back to KL.

Mr X is known for this type of craziness.

So then they went to a restaurant called RHB.

They talked and talked, and shisha'ed and shisha'ed.

Mr X thought the shisha tasted like shit. But he kept on smoking it like a sailor.

The other day Mr X OD'ed on shisha, and ended up with a huge headache, and now this shisha tasted bad.

So Mr X decided, maybe its time.

Mr X is going to quit shisha.

Until further notice.

Then after talking and gossiping and shit, Mr X sent all his friends back home. Then Mr X went home, only to see a roadblock just a few hundred meters from his house.

But Mr X is now accustomed to roadblocks, so he went through it like a pro.

Actually Mr X didnt feel quite happy the entire day because someone that Mr X really cared about couldn't come with him to hang out with his friends.

He felt sad, and disappointed. But he faked a smile, he faked a laugh, he faked joy so that he wouldn't worry his friends.

He wanted his friends to have a good time. Because he really missed them.

"Hopefully they had a great time", said Mr X to himself in the car.

So after reaching home, Mr X thought that maybe he can talk to that someone. Screw the tiredness.

Maybe, a day so full of craps can be shared. Screw the hunger.

Maybe, this feeling of sadness and disappointment can be taken away by that someone. Screw the sleepyness.

Maybe.

So Mr X got excited to talk with that someone.

How wrong was Mr X.

The situation only got worse.

They got into a fight. A seemingly harmless fight, but deep down...

Mr X did not know what he did wrong, but apparently he did something wrong to that someone.

He kept asking

"What's wrong?"

And every time all he would get is

"Nothing."

And that someone seems to try to distant herself from Mr X.

Mr X notices this, and deep inside, Mr X feels hurt and really dont know what to do.

What Mr X do know is that, Mr X cares alot about that someone. And Mr X cannot afford losing that someone.

"Are you angry?"

Mr X was asked.

"No."

Mr X replied.

Mr X was not angry. He was far from being angry.

He just wanted to spend some time with that someone.

Even if there's no face.
Even if there's no voice.
Even if its just through texts that appear on the monitor.
Just knowing that, that someone is on the other end is enough for Mr X.

But that someone doesn't know.
That someone doesn't notice.
And that someone probably does not care.

And these facts really hurt Mr X.

But being Mr X,
He faked a smile. Again.
He faked a laughter. Again.

Because that is Mr X's only way of handling the pain, the pain he knows too well.

All he can do now, is hope for a better tomorrow.

The end.

(This is a work of fiction.~)

Short.

2009-12-09T23:20:00.004+08:00

Hello.

Few days ago just got back from a trip.

A short one.

But a fun one. =D

-Crazy adventures.
-Funny moments.
-Lotsssssa chocs. (dont worry, you'll get yours.)
-a carton of D. xD

Oh, and that lady.

What lady?

The lobby singer lady.

Awesome voice.
And a beautiful face to match.
Really made me go "wow".
Breathtaking.

Macam yuna pon ada.

Oh well,... hopefully there's a next time.

Tuesday? Nothing.

Today.

Went to hang out with SHBT peeps.

And to see nas for the first time.

Nas kau cool weh! haha..

Didnt feel too excited about going actually.

But pegi je lah kan sebab.. tu.

Then got a bit excited when arrived.

Semangat nak jumpa kan?

But the excitedness quickly disappeared.

Kejap sangat.

We were lost okay? If not we would've arrived much sooner.

But they had to leave anyway. Family reasons I suppose. Curfew.

But still..

Haih.

Nevermind.

You can't win everytime nep.

But I've been losing alot lately. =( So why cant I win just this once? Damn it.

"miss is a word that hurts but at the same time it feels good to feel"

Result is coming out tomorrow. (10.12.09).

I'm screwed.

No lie.

Haih.

Wish me luck.

-Will you still stay by my side afterwards?

Taylor Swift Is Soooo Hot Man!

2009-12-05T04:09:00.006+08:00

Ohoi! Senyumlah senyumlah..

Ehem..

Hello people!

By now I was supposed to be on my way already.

To where?

Aha! Mane leh bgtau.

Eh sukati aku la tak nak bagitau.

Eh kau..

Eh kau!

Anyways,

Apparently dad was too tired to drive.

He had dinner with some work people kot and got home really late.

And hell no I'm not going to drive.

Malam2 camnih tido dalam kete sejooooook bhai! :D

So being the understanding son that I am, I'm not going against his words of course. Teehee!

So we'll be on our way after Subuh. And mom said

"Dont sleep! We all sleep. U dont. U kene kejut semua tau nanti!"

I'm like, FO SHO mum no probs!

Since I've been staying up till 6 or 7 am these few days I thought there wouldnt be any problems.

But now its only 5 A.M and I'm already like

"ughh lame lagi ke ni waaa"

Sebbaik ade pendek :P

So I guess, see you guys later! =)

Oh wait. Btw. While browsing I found something.

Hihi. Funny right? And kinda sweet right? Theres more on that page. Do look around.

Oh, and this one.

This one.

This very one.

Is specially dedicated to you. =)

And I mean it.

Please , please say yes =)

"The only one that can hurt me, is you.."

2009-11-29T23:57:00.005+08:00

Hello People!

How was your day?

Was it good?

Was it fun?

Mine was awesome.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Yesterday was fun.

See, yesterday went out with a friend.

Initially had a couple of things planned on doing.

But went out quite late, so time was limited.

So went sightseeing, and eating, and.. uh... ape lagi ah?

Oooh.. Watched a movie. The title of this post is a quote from that movie. Do guess.

And I still laugh everytime I think about it.

So frukkin corny.

What else ? Um..

Oh and.. kantoi besar. Haha.. Sakai.

Then it was time to send the friend back home. Was a bit disappointed. Wished had a little more time. There were a few things I wanted to ask. Something that has been bothering me for quite a while.

Haiz. Oh well. Maybe some other time. Hopefully there IS another time.

Still had a great time. Hopefully she did too. =)

Then went straight to Sec 7 to give back Faz's guitar. Man that thing is awesome. I actually borrowed it because mine had broke.. and because of something else. Hehe. But that something else did not go as planned.

I had two chances.

Both didnt work out.

Once because it was quite late at night.

Once because it was raining.

=(

Thanks for letting me borrow it anyway, dude.

Then.. went to PAS with Faz to take back my CPU. Stupid shop couldnt even fix it. Sheesh.

Do I have to do everything MYSELF? C'mon lah weh. It is supposed to be your specialty.

Here's a snippet of what happened.

"So bang.. camne?"

"Tah la dik."

"ha? da tau ape prob blom?"

"technician da tgk.. and die tau.. tp die xde kt sni skang.."

"mane die?"

"die dtg isnin ngn slase je.."

"call xleh?"

"ktorang xde no. die..die dtg bile die rase nak dtg je"

WHAT

THE

F?!

I mean really.. What the F man?!

UN-EF YOU SEE KAY-BELIEVABLE!

Then he said

"camnila.. adik amik ni dulu.. ari senin nnt bwk sni blk ek.."

Ingat aku ape nak pegi balik pegi balik? Ingat aku rajin sgt ke woi?!

AGH!

You suck.

After me and Faz finished cursing at the shop, we went to eat. Wanted to shisha. So started calling people. Yelah, takkan nak shisha 2 orang je kan. Kang mati tak pasal2.

But apparently everyone is either at kampung or somewhere else and not at home. So shisha was cancelled. Me and Faz ended up just hanging out at Barra until like, 11 pm or so.

Then finally sent Faz home and went straight to Dragon Hill.

The end.

Oh wait.

Just realised.

Guitar broke.
PC broke.
Most of them are probably busy.
And the day I've been waiting for has passed.

What the hell am I gonna do now?

Btw..

Dah kate amik awal2. Kan da gelap je gambo. Sewel. :P

2009-11-23T23:46:00.004+08:00

Hello People.

This post is going to be filled with nothing but crap.

So feel free to leave.

Now.

Im tired.
Im sleepy.
Im hungry.
Im annoyed.
And Im fucking pissed off.

Last week when I came back from Uni, I thought my break would be a fun one because things started out good. Well, I guess things started out too good. Like one would say

When its too good, its never good.

Woke up this morning. Received shitty news.

But I thought, thats okay, I guess. There are other things to do.

Then something else happens.

I thought I could fix it.

I was wrong.

Then I discovered about ..

I found out the truth.

The truth is a bitch.

Everyone knows that.

And it is a definite pain in the A.

Thats when the depression starts.

I dont know what the hell is going on, but lately things around me just start to fail. Starting from a few days after I got back, until now, nothing seems to work like it is supposed to anymore. And nothing goes the way like it should.

No matter how happy your life is, when things just start to disappoint you one by one, you are bound to get depressed.

If you've read until this point, you must be thinking

specifics please, anep!

But I'm too lazy to write it all. And it wouldnt matter to you anyway.

I hate this. Me typing all this nonsense, and you thinking

"man, anep is one emo douchebag".

But I have to let it out somehow. One way or another. So I figured it would be best to write it here.

So I wouldnt be burdening anyone by forcing you guys to listen to these craps, and you even have an option to NOT read it. Cool right?

The only thing that made me happy was something that happened a few days ago. Something crazy I did. Even that didnt exactly happen like I thought it would, but hey, at least it happened.

So after being so fed up, I decided to sleep through the whole day. Until night.

Depression probably couldnt be cured through sleep, but hey, it made me feel a little better.

I told you this post was going to be filled with nothing but crap.

I just wasted your time.

Ha.

P/S: Looking forward to gath.

When The Curtain Falls

2009-11-19T16:22:00.006+08:00

Hello People!

Its been awhile right?

Right?

Right??

Damn it! Just agree with me will ya?

Anywayyyyyzzz..

Yes, its been a while, whether you agree or not.

I've left this blog for almost two months now. Cool right?

Right?

Ok, screw you.

From now on, you read, I type, okay? No more asking for agreements!

Anyway...again..

been a while, really missed the life of blogging. Haha.

As you may have noticed, I'm back at home.

Why, you might ask?

Well, sukati aku la.

Actually, as all other UiTM students(except for those foundation dudes and dudettes), I'm on a semester break. Yep. Already finished the first sem. Time really flies man.

So my first semester's life was cool. Filled with new things. Learned new things. Met new people. Cool people. Lame people. But I guess its all part of moving on right? Haha. Oh wait. Im not asking for agreements. So ignore that. Teehee.

Like always, there are the good things, and there are the bad things. Lets not elaborate further. Why? Because last time I checked, this is my blog, not yours. Ha take that!

But really, if its one thing Ive learned, its that you gotta respect people, because then people will respect you. And you also need to socialize and not isolate yourself all alone in your small goddamn room!

Like for example, knowing your seniors really come in handy. Especially when it comes to going back home. Teehee. Or food. Or help with things. Or assignments. Or money. Or movies. Or prawns. Wait. Thats not right. Ignore that. Teehee.

Mmmkay, lets talk about specifics now. Since general stuff are boring,right? admit it.

Friends? Met alot. But I dont really trust most of them, yet. Some of them have even started to backstab each other. Unbelievable yo.

Final? Not a good one. In fact, Im seeing a dark future man. A few mistakes led a to a disastrous result. Agh.
A repeat? Not impossible. But please god, I dont want to. Repeat dota boleh la.. Repeat paper? Please no.

Body statistics? Some say I've gotten slimmer. Great success yo! Haha. Its a tough world man. Theres this one period where I was eating only biscuits for days. Imagine eating Hap Seng biscuits with lemon tea for breakfast.AND DINNER!

And even the lemon was picked from nearby trees. No shit. Talk about surviving on your own. HAP SENG SIANG SIANG! Haha.

Actually that time I was just running out of money and the ATM was like, miles away, so..

Tapi aku tak pendek okay? Unlike some people :P

Driving capabilities? Oh yeah! I love this part. I can say that I have improved my driving (yeah great success!) when it comes to manual transmission. Dah tak mati engine sangat weh! Bangga gila aku! Haha..

This is mostly due to the fact that I go out like, almost every week, and everytime we would rent a car, so..

Love life? Haha.. Lets not even go there. Because theres no where to even go.

Culture shocks? I guess Im still good. Not doing any drugs. Yet. Not taking any pills. Yet. Not smoking any cigarettes. Yet. Can you believe that? My lungs are still virgin from cig smokes. And my own roommate is a friggin pusher. How cool am I right? :P

Although theres the uncountable overnights. xD

No wonder my money runs out like water! This is all their fault! :P

Oh, talk about faults. Damn.

What happened was not my fault okay?

Why do you people keep blaming me for what happened?

Especially you. I know you're not satisfied with me. All I can say is, it wasnt me who was driving at the time. And I DID NOT encourage that SOB to do what he did. So if you're still blaming me, a big F You goes to you buddy. My life was on the line at the time too okay? Asshole.

Whats done is done. We are all still alive. Be happy about it and let this go.

Anyway..

Theres alot more I wanna tell, but its probably best to keep it to myself eh? Haha.. Besides I dont wanna bore you more than you already are, right?

So I'm gonna be home for about a month plus perhaps..

IF, you wanna hang out, do leave a message. Or a call. Or a voice mail. Or whatever.

Oh, one more thing. I know I shouldnt say this, but I really need to get this off my chest.

I'm sorry.

Really. Didnt mean for you to get hurt like that. I didnt expect any of it to happen. I guess I got carried away. I wanted to apologize that night, but one thing led to another and..

And.. the picture.

No one was supposed to see it.
Especially you.

It was a stupid thing.
I know you can ignore it.
But I cant.
Ugh.
I should've deleted that stupid pic.

Regrets, regrets. Will they ever leave me alone, damn it..

Anyway, might be a little late for this, but..

To SPM takers, goodluck yo! =)

Aku, Dia dan Volkswagen

2009-09-25T23:55:00.004+08:00

Kadang kadang,

Masa tengah lepak,

Masa tunggu lecturer masuk,

Masa tunggu ane hantar cheese nan sama itu milo tabur,

Masa tengah baring2 atas katil,

Masa tengah buat assignment,

Mesti ada member yang akan tanya.

Kenapa kau asyik pasang lagu ni?

Because the song reminds me of her.

Hey People!

So how was your raya? :D

Bosan?

Normal?

Clone raya lepas?

Fun?

Extra cool?

Unbelievably awesome?

Do tell. =)

My raya was, quite, dull.

First, I didnt even get to see my father's side's grandfather. Thats the only REAL grandparents I have left. My still living grandmother is my mother's stepmother.

Why I didnt meet him? Because we - and by we I mean my family - balik kampung straight to my mother's side.

By doing this, I also couldnt see my cousins. I mean cousins on my dad's side that I can hang out with.

I do have cousins on my mother's side, but all of em are like 6-7 years old and like, hate me or something. Haha. Kerek bangat.

Actually I'm just bad with kids. Although some of em are quite cool with me. Hihi.

Eh Fk ape aku merepek.

Anyway, cousins on my father's side are more matured and masuk air and fun to talk with. Even the age gap is not that big.

So, aside from that, I also did not get to play any mercun.

TAHUN NI WA X NYALAKAN APA2 MERCUN BEB! TARATIPPUPUNYAA!

I didnt buy any mercun at my campus because I thought my uncles would get some. Usually every year they would bring this huge plastic with weird mercuns. Man those years were fun.

Whatever happened to that life huh?

Then, I also did not get that much duit raya. Hehehehehhehehe. I know I know,

Anep kau dah besar, tak payah duit raya lagi

But its tradition and I demand to be given that dang duit raya! xD

So this year I only got like, um, not telling. =P

But those reasons are not THAT important.

One thing that made me really sad is that,

I didnt get to have a "asking for forgiveness" session with my parents, because we celebrated first raya at kampung and my parents said it would be awkward to do it infront of all the people.

This REALLY made me sad.

I admit.

I've sinned so much this year.

I've failed my parents.

I've let them down.

I didnt keep my promises.

Dosa aku kat diorang memang dah menimbun.

I thought when raya comes, I could ask for forgiveness.

But didnt happen.

It made me worry.

What if..?

And I didnt get the chance to..?

Man..

So other than that, raya was quite cool.

Ate lots.

Met relatives.

BBQ.

Took lots of pics.

Went nuts.

Had fun.

Wednesday

My original plan was to go with Ipin and Faisal and go to Amy and Aida's house in KL. But that plan didnt go through.

So I joined Put's convoy to go raya around Bukit Naga. It was fun. Not that many houses but still pretty cool. Finally went to Maera's house. Haha.

Then that night we wanted to go shisha, so we decided to go to Barra around 10.30 kot.

But we dropped by at Khulafa first to meet up with some friends first( Arul, Azam, Ajwad, Zufar, Dayalan, Akram, Ayee, Fir.. sape aku tak tulis jgn tacing ah!lupe doe! )

Then went to Barra.

Sampai2,

Hancur hatiku, mengenang dikau, menjadi keping keping, setelah kau pergi...

The Fking shisha stall wasnt there! Son of a gun. We even went to Kemuning's restaurant before going to Barra, and that one also didnt open.

Frustrated, we went to Sek 7's lake and hung out with Fir, Zufar, Acit and his bro. Jamming session di tasik. Haha.

Then around 12.30 A.M, we went to BK Sek 13. But didnt eat anything since I wasnt in the mood to eat.

Then finally went back home around 2.30 A.M. On the way, bumped into kekasih tercinta, pak polisi.

Police 1:IC, lesen.

*checks*

Police 1:Ok jalan.

Police 2:Benti tepi.

Police 1: jalan.

Me: Mekasih tok.

Police 2: BENTI TEPI!

Me: Fuck.

Police 2: IC, lesen.

*checks*

Police 2:Bonet.

*checks*

Police 2:Ni ape ni?

Me: Alat repair kete.

Police 2: Ye la, ape ni?

Me:Uhh.. alat repair kete la?

Police 2: Kamu buat ape dgn bende nih?

Me: (wtf)... untuk repair kete?

Police 2: (makes a dumb face)

Police 2: Dari mane ni?

Me: Sek 7.

Police 2: Buat pe?

Me: Jumpe anak ko la..

Okay, not really..

Me: Jumpe kawan..

Police 2: Keje mane?

Me: (WTF?!).. Student uitm..

Police 2: (makes another dumb face)

*gives back IC, license.*

Police 2: Jalan.

Son of a gun.

Going out: 4+ P.M
Coming back: 2.50 A.M
Total: 10+ Hrs.

Thursday

-Went around Jalan Kebun.
Im gonna mention those that I remember.
-Umah Ayeng
-Umah Faruki
-Umah membe Faruki
-Umah yana(kot)
-Umah Syira(kot)
-Went to Teluk Gadung, Boy/Ayu's house.
-Went to Aida's house in KL.
-Went to Amy's house in BandarTunRazak.
-Went to Oya's house.
-Went to Ikhwan's house.

Going out : 10+ A.M
Coming Back: 4.40 A.M
Total: 18+ Hrs.

Wah, 18 jam kat luar. Bapak diaaa.

Friday

The Convoy Day.

-Went to Azamuddin's house.
-Went to Afy's house.
-Went to Zatul's house.
-Went to Solat Jumaat.
-Went to Hariz's house.
-Went to Arina's house.
-Went to Rizlan's house.
-Went to Tqa's house.
-Went to Dayah's house.
-Went to Afiqah's house.
-Went to Akram's house.
-Went to Umaerah's house.
-Finale, they all came to my house.

Going out: 9.30 A.M
Coming Back: 9.30 P.M
Total: 12 Hrs.

7/8 cars.
11 houses.
12 hours.
Millions of dishes, cookies and cakes and kuihs. And drinks.
One happy stomache.
=)

Assignments? Negative.
Packing? Negative.
Stocks to bring? Negative.

Gile x cool.

Guess Who's Back?

2009-09-17T11:48:00.006+08:00

Hello People!

Wow! I cant remember the last time I posted something on this blog (actually I can know by looking at the last post's date but.. meh, screw that. Teehee)

How are you peeps?

Fine?

Dandy?

Loving life?

Extraordinarily normal?

Boring?

Life threatening?

Oh please please fill me in.

I'm so outdated now.

I have alot of things to tell actually. But maybe I'll just sum it up here and if one day I feel like spilling out the details, I will. Heee.

Ouwkey, lets see..

-The fun photoshoot

-Historical places with the girls

-3 days straight of Mahkota Parade/Dataran Pahlawan tour

-Pengkalan Balak

-Overnite Melaka

-F'ed up tests

-Ketam incident

-Dissatisfactions and revelations of classmates

-Outing Pantai Puteri

-Overnite Melaka(again)

-Shisha moments

-A brush with the police.

-Big ass pipe-carrying-lorry.

-Going against the law... and the consequences.

-The end of unity.

-Miracles and shocks

-Overnite Melaka(third time's the charm)

-Jonker Walk at night :P

-The heart bought but not passed

A lot happened. Well, it may not look a lot, but its AY-LOT! To me it is, anyway.

I'm sorry if you're hoping for a different kind of update from me. I guess in time all will unfold.

So please be patient =)

Oh, one more thing.

Wait..

Wait for it..

I said wait gaddengit..

Okay here it comes..

"Drum roll..."

Happy Hari Raya Everyone! =)

Dissatisfactions and A New Beginning

2009-08-22T06:04:00.012+08:00

Hello world of the internet..

First of all.

I apologize for my last post.

It was childish of me to write such things.

And I'm sorry if you read any of the things i wrote.

No, I dont usually 'explode' like that. And I'm sorry you had to read all my swearings and stuff. It really was stupid of me.

After a while I realized that what I said probably was too much. When I was typing it, I was filled with hatred and I was quite depressed actually.

But after cooling down, I decided to delete the last post so that I wont increase the sins of you people by reading my crude-and-filled-with-swearings post.

I also decided to delete it because, well, its Ramadan. Like people would say, lets start a new leaf, with new goals, and let bygones be bygones.

Dont you agree?

You might think that I am a bad person because of what I said. But you dont understand the whole situation.

Let me explain what is really going on.

And no, I'm not badmouthing my lecturer or insult him or bring his image down ( I might have done that in the previous post :P )

I'm just trying to tell you why the whole DAIS 1D is pissed with this guy.

Okay, first things first.

The lecturer's voice is SO SO SO SO LOW.

Not only that, since he is from Sabah(or is it sarawak), he has an accent, which makes understanding him harder.

Secondly, when he teaches us, he isnt really teaching US, per se. What he usually does is..

He takes the book.
He reads it to the whole class. But the thing is, it is as if he was talking to THE BOOK, and not us.
Then he would keep on reading and reading and only stops when he has finished explaining.
Like I said, he did not really explain to us, instead he was explaining to the friggin book.

This one time, he was lecturing with slide shows. But the projector was not functioning, so what he did was, he sat on his chair, with his laptop in front of him, and just go on to read, and on and on until he finishes. Without even standing up to explain to the students!

Then there's this other time where he was presenting with his slide show, then a few of my classmates raised their hands and said that they did not understand what he said.

So the rational thing to do here is to stop lecturing and start explaining the things that the students dont understand, right? RIGHT?

You know what he did? He just kept on talking and talking and talking without even explaining to us.

Then there was the quiz. Oh, the dreadful quiz. The hated quiz. The fateful quiz.

Just before the quiz, he said some things are going to be in the quiz. SOME THINGS WE DID NOT LEARN YET. And he did not explain any further. Do you know how F'ed up that feels? When your lecturer does not teach you something, does not tell you to study that area of topic, but expects you to just fully understand about those things, like you are a freaking computer!

IT IS REALLY FRUSTRATING!

When I was doing the quiz, on the paper was a chart/table sort of thing. In it are items which you are supposed to include in your answer.

But he never told us this. He never taught us about this. And he does not seem to care.

It seems that thing was only known to those with basics in accounting. Do you know how crazy that is?

I am supposed to answer a question which I did not even learn yet.

No basics, no helps on that table thingy from classmates, and no teachings from the lecturer himself.

=)

How lovely.

When I found out about the table after the quiz just finished, I friggin exploded. I was swearing left and right. I seriously felt like killing someone at the time.

My friends were all like,

"chill ah nep.. quiz je.."

but the marks is not little, okay? Its A LOT! And I'm really worried now. What if I wont get good marks for my final exam because of this? AGH!

I got more pissed off when I found out that the other classes' quiz was easier. It was as if he purposely gave us the hardest one. WTF MAN?

The truth is, without my friends, I wouldnt understand a damn thing about FAR. If it was not for them, I wouldnt know how to do Journal, or Ledgers, or Trial Balances, or whatever else. But I guess they forgot to teach me about that chart. Heh. But its okay.

So now the whole DAIS 1D got a problem with him and we hope that we can get a different lecturer, eventhough I think that is quite impssible.

Screw this. Lets talk about something much happier instead.

Okay, a few days ago I did a MUET-ish sort of thing during BEL class. Which is where you and your group(4 people) discuss on a topic, with 2 agreeing on the topic, and the other 2 against it.

My group talked about PPSMI.

I got 9/10 for Communications, 9/10 for Language, and 9/10 for Content.

HAHA! SUCK ON THAT SUCKERS! :P

I guess thats all for now. I'm writing this just after sahur and I havent sleep yet, so forgive me if you found errors in the post.

Got to go sleep baby!

Once again, I apologize from the bottom of my heart.

Happy fasting everyone. =)

imysm. do you hate me that much? =(

Making It Count.

2009-08-10T15:17:00.009+08:00

This is old news but, I wanna share nonetheless.

BTW, this post is going to suck.

Friday was crap.

Everyone went home.

I mean EVERYONE.

Classmates

Friends

Levelmates.

Roommates.

ALL GONE! I felt like.. Pegh. No need to say the word.

Why I didnt go back home you may ask? Because my block originally had plans, or activities that they wanted to do. But it was EFFIN CANCELLED AT THE LAST MINUTE!

Takkan la aku nak balik kot. Nak balik celah mana? Aku bukan ada private jet. That friday class ended at 4.30. Nak pegi MC lagi. Carik bas lagi. Tiket belum confirm ade. So, I decided to just stay in Melaka.

I decided to buatmukatakmalu and started to terjah people's rooms. Finally I went to my friend's room, Iqbal. He didnt go home because he had PPKP the next day. So I hung out at his room and made new friends. His roommates were quite cool and masuk air jugak la. Haha.

That night we all went out to eat at kedaiyanglambatnakmampustunggudiemasak. (you know which kedai =) ) The food was good, though. I guess it was worh the wait.

So, feeling happy and contented,

(miserableinsidebutnobodyneedstoknow)

we all went back to UiTM. That night we watched Van Wilder: Freshman Year. F'in funny maing! TAKTIPU! Eventho a bit 18. A bit mende.. haha.. SANGAT 18 kot. :P

Saturday was crappier.

I slept through the morning. There was a PC FAIR at MP, but I could not find anyone to go with. (Later I found out one of my classmates who stayed in Melaka WENT TO THE EFFIN PC FAIR.. KANNI TAK AJAK)

Though Im not pissed about that. Im just pissed off because at the PC FAIR they were giving UPAX for free! AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! SIAL LA SIAL LA SIAL LA! Membe aku yang tak mencari, dapat. Aku yang merata mencari, x dpt. FML.

Anyway, around 8 ish pm, went out with Iqbal's group again. Went to the same shop again. So damn long waiting for the food.

The truth is, the reason we went out again that saturday night was because..

I found S during that friday night.

While walking to the stall, I discovered the existence of S. OH MY GOD! S is here? I so so so did not know. I havent seen S in so long, that just seeing S made my heart went.. IDK.. Crazy. Though that friday night I did not get to hang out with S, so I decided to go see S saturday night.

So btms,(thanks to put teehee!)

As I walk past the shop, this time S was not there. DAMN IT! WHY WHY WHY! My heart was screaming with dissatisfaction. I wished S was there. S could get rid of my really F'ed up mix feelings inside. But sadly S was not there. So I went to eat, and feeling unhappy and unsatisfied and all other craps, went back to UiTM.

Then we watched another movie. Another 18 movie. Adik bradik American Pie la jugak. Haha.

Then came Sunday. The crappiest.

Did not go anywhere. Spent the whole day sleeping. Oh, went to the library for a while, then back to sleeping. Man. I felt so miserable and shitty, no lie.

But I guess it wasnt that bad, because the guys came back on sunday. So my room became noisy again.

I guess thats it. Oh yeah, yesterday had MGT quiz.

1 gun.
2 point to head.
3 pull trigger

Next week probably going to have FAR quiz.

1 machine gun.
2 point to head.
3 pull trigger.
4 repeat 1-3

# - Sorry to those that was disturbed by me on friday night. Hihi. Really sorry.

Elliot said he will wait. But I dont think I can. Not anymore. =(

Ting Tong

2009-07-30T13:41:00.004+08:00

MGT
-Losing track.

CTU
-Assignment malas nak siapkan. Presentation date is getting closer.

MAT
-Dah bape byk class cancelled.. Even lecturer mane yang ajar pon dah tak tau. My class is REALLY behind on this subject. Dah sebulan in UiTM, baru 2 kali class. Cool tak cool ah =)

FAR
- Haha... Dont even get me started on this one.. =)

Currently I can only follow happily two classes: BEL and AIS.

How F'in sad is this?

Dgn PBSM yang F'ed up lagi.

"Eh? ANEP PBSM?! OHEMJI! LOSER LA KAU HAHA!!"

Yep. Aku PBSM.
No, setau aku, aku takde penyakit pape xD

So nape dpt PBSM? Maybe sbb aku apply tu first? Teehee. Then found out sume amik Ksat. Cheebye! MATPENT TAHAP MAKSIMA LAH KAU ORANG! AKU NAK TUKA KSAT! ~_~

Dulu - dulu...

"Aku nk smbng degree trus pas grad doe!"

Now?

Haha...................................

Basically?

Basikal-lee.......

Im screwed. =)

Apa Yang Aku Buat Hari Ini.

2009-07-20T00:42:00.003+08:00

Sejuk tidak tajuk aku diatas? Ya, sejuk bukan?

Tak sesuai? Ah, pedulikan semua itu. Tajuk itu sangat sesuai kerana benda itulah yang mahu aku coretkan disini. Jadi apa salahnya jika digunakan sahaja tajuk itu? Tidak perlu kita susah susah fikirkan tajuk lain bukan? Bukan begitu?

Mengapa aku berbahasa begitu pelik sekali di ~~post~~ hantaran kali ini? Ini adalah kerana aku sedang ~~menaip~~ menekan kekunci di papan kekunci(btol ke ni? sukati aku je :P) di tengah malam yang berdekatan pagi oleh itu otak aku tidak berapa berfungsi dengan ~~btol~~ betul. Maafkan aku jika ~~post~~ hantaran ini kelihatan ~~annoying~~ menjengkelkan.

Apa Yang Aku Buat Hari Ini.

Mula mula, aku pergi ~~wedding~~ majlis perkahwinan. Tapi sebelum itu, kereta tiada minyak. Oleh itu, minyak perlulah diisi bukan?

Di stesen minyak, terlihat seorang lelaki. Bayangkan beliau sebegini.

Umur: ~~Late~~ Lewat 20-an,awal 30-an.
Kenderaan: Perdana V6.

Sejuk bukan? Mesti kalian berfikir

"kaya sungguh mamat ni"

Ada lagi...

Pakaian: Formal dengan baju berwarna PINK.

Sangat sejuk dan pelik bukan? Mesti kalian berfikir

"kaya dan pelik sungguh mamat ni"

Jika anda fikir itu sudah pelik, sekarang bayangkan ini pula.

Beliau sedang membawa seekor binatang peliharaan. Anda teka apa?
Agak besar binatang tersebut. Anda teka apa?
Binatang tersebut berwarna hitam ke perang perang an. Anda teka apa?
Dan beliau sedang membawa binatang itu. Anda teka apa?
Di mana? DI BAHU BELIAU. DENGAN KEADAAN DILILIT.

Berhenti sejenak, dan mari kita hadam bayangan ini...

DIE BAWAK ULAR PEGI ISI MINYAK LA SIAL!! GILE COOOOOOOL DAN MENGERIKAN ATDERSEMTAIM!!!!!!

~~Okay~~ Baiklah. Selepas minyak diisi, perjalan diteruskan ke majlis perkahwinan. Siapa yang berkahwin? Entahlah nak. Yang pasti si pengantin ada kaitan persaudaraan dengan bapa aku. Tetapi, tujuan aku hanya satu : Makanan.

Sesampai sahaja disitu, terlihat satu poster tersergam indah..

"RAZMIR DAN YUNA"

Eh? Yuna? Adakah aku bersaudara dengan Yuna? Oh ini sangat menarik!

Tetapi malangnya, Yuna ~~the bride~~ si pengantin perempuan itu bukanlah pemilik vokal kepada fail di komputer aku yang bertajuk "Yuna - Dan Sebenarnya.mp3" . Siapa beliau? Entahlah nak.

Selesai makan, aku pun duduk di tepi sambil memerhati ibu bapa aku bersembang dengan ~~relatives~~ saudara mara.

Tiba2.....

Eh, sebentar. Nak tuka mode biase...

Wei, aku panas btol la ngn bnde ni.. SIOT GILE! Ok, bia aku cite.
Ade sorg famili membe ni dtg ah en. So dgn peramahnye sume org msti disalam.TAPI!
AKU.. DIE TAK SALAM AKU! KURANG HAJAO! AKU SIAP HULO TGN KOT! KANIII! PANAS SIAAAAAAAA! DAHLA MMG TGH2 PANAS! salam ku plak tak di sambut! BLAH AR! Lpas tu plak, ade sorang pakcik yg aku memang knal nih.. bole plak tny

"eh, ni *****(gelaran di kalangan famili) ke? ingatkan sape tadi!"

GILE JK LA SIOT! Org pn da x knal aku. Aku baru chow 3 minggu kot? Tapi aku tau knape diorg da x knal..

SEBAB AKU DA XDE RAMBUT! HUH! Aku takde rambut sume da x knal.. FINE AH!

Baiklah, kembali ke mode istimewa pada tengah malam/awal pagi ini.

Selesai sahaja merapatkan silaturrahim, kami sekeluarga berangkat pulang. Dalam pukul empat atau empat setengah, kami keluar semula ke Tesco Shah Alam. Tujuan: Mencari benda benda yang boleh dikunyah untuk dibawa ke UiTM.

Tetapi, masuk masuk sahaja kami semua menuju ke kedai ~~handphone>~~ telefon bimbit berdekatan. Nampaknya bapa aku mahu ~~merepair~~ membaiki telefon bimbit beliau yang sudah mula menunjukkan protes. Setelah difikirkan agak lama ( 10-20 saat), ibuku menyuruh bapa aku membeli telefon bimbit baru sahaja kerana mahu membaiki pasti mahal. Bak kata orang tua, Alang Alang Menyeluk Pekasam.

Selepas hampir satu jam disitu, akhirnya bapa aku ~~decided~~ membuat keputusan untuk membeli telefon bimbit. Rupa rupanya, dia minat pada telefon bimbit SEPERTI IBUKU. Jadi, sekarang mereka berdua mempunyai telefon yang serupa. ~~Awwwww so sweeeeeeeeetttt~~ Awwwww sangat manis!

Kemudian, ibu aku membuat pertanyaan luar biasa.

"***** nak jugak ke? nak yang mana?"

Kemudian, aku memberi satu jawapan yang lagi luar biasa. SANGAT LUAR BIASA.

"Takpe ah.. ***** try repair sony ni dlu.."

Bodoh betul. Rezeki jangan ditolak. AGH!

Tapi, sebenar benarnya, aku memang sayang pada sony seketul ni. Tak tahu lah mengapa, tetapi aku berasa begitu sayang mahu melepaskannya. Mungkin kerana banyak kenangan tercipta melalui sony seketul ini? =)

Selepas itu, kami sekeluarga masuk ke dalam Tesco dan mencari barang - barang yang diperlukan.

Selesai sahaja itu, kami pun pulang.

Oh, lupa pula. Di Tesco terdapat kedai ini.

Tak sangka, JM juga sudah buka kedai nasi beriani beliau sendiri. Mungkin penat menyanyi barangkali. (Gelak sendirian.)

Tak faham? Tak perlu faham. Bukan masuk peperiksaan akhir semester yang sasarannya adalah 3.5 atau lebih (DL) pun.

Okay, mode melayu sejati ends here. Penat dol.

Anyway, I have something to share. Just now, well, more like earlier on, I was browsing youtube mindlessly, like always.

Then I decided to search the video clip for Elliot Yamin - Wait For You. Then I found this kid singing that song.

Cool tak cool ah en?! I think at this time he was only 13. Now he is 15 ke 16 tah and he is signed with Usher's record label......ape tah name label die. Lupe lak :P eleh ko.. search ah sndiri!

A few of his other videos :

With You - Chris Brown

You And Me - Lifehouse

And one song I did not expect..

I'll Be - Edwin McCain

Dude's got good vocals. And the ladies sure as hell go crazy when it comes to him. Bastard. Tapi da hit puberty nanti.. Wahahhaa. Wonder what will happen.

That is all for today. =)

Annoying ah ko botak! Diam ah!

Bila H1N1 Melanda

2009-07-17T19:54:00.004+08:00

STOP!

Hammer Time!

I’m coming home, I’m coming home Did you take off while I was gone? I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you

I'M HOME BABY!

Wow. After 3 weeks of leaving home, I'm finally back home for a week. Teehee.

Oh I've missed you so!
Oh my computer!
Oh my air cond!
Oh my own bed!
Oh my own room!
Oh my own jamban!

Okay dah boleh stop. Annoying bodoh.

RECAP!!

MMS Week

- Shit.
- Bosan.
- Annoying.
- Menyeksa.
- Menyusahkan.
- Memenatkan.
- Mengantukkan.

Basically(basikal-lee) :

- Minggu Macam Shit.

- Spent most of the time in the hall. Dengar orang merepek, merapu dan meraban.

- The rest of the time is spent on walking to the hall, mosque, dining hall. Imagine betape jauhnya semua benda tu antara satu sama lain. Penat kat bejalan je.

- Program starts around 8 A.M. Finishes around 12 A.M. Since I'm placed in Jebat - blok paling langsi, paling byk masalah - so most of the nights, after the program is finished, there's a roll call. It usually starts around the time we arrived at the block, around 12.20 A.M, and it usually finishes around 1, almost 2 A.M. But this one day, roll call sampai dekat 3 pagi. Memang sial la. Kenapa sial?

- Sebab kena bangun balik pukul 4 pagi. 4.20 A.M MESTI DAH ADE DEKAT BAWAH. Sit around until 5 A.M. Imagine tahap ke-mengantuk-an kami. Then pergi masjid. Lepas smayang konfem ah cilok tido jap. Teehee. Then baru head to the hall. And the cycle continues until MMS ended.

- In the hall also CAN NOT sleep. Sape tido ade potograper amik gamba. Bapak malu la sia. Gamba aku taktau ade ke x. Haha. Bape kali aku tido.

- Oh, my hair was also cut on the 28th of June. Sial tak sial la. Dah la potong macam SHAIT! Dah pendek pon kena potong lagi.

Basically I hated the MMS. Jujur ah. Many craps happened during that time. Then, the last day of MMS, something happened. Serius aku broke down hari tuh. Sometimes aku fikir, aku ni jahat sangat ke sampai dugaan mencurah2 plak en. I felt like going insane. If it was not for that certain something, I might have went over the edge. But I pulled through. Thank god.

Mmkay.. Now the study part :

BEL - Fun.
AIS - HELLA FUN!
MGT - Complicated but fun.
MAT - Weird but okay.
CTU - Cool.
FAR - I DONT UNDERSTAND A DAMN THING!

I'm so dead. Subject paling penting, subject tu lah yg aku sepatah haram x paham. Help me please? Anyone? Arrghh...

The First Week

MAT was weird. The teacher cancelled the first class. So we were behind than everyone else.
BEL was fun.
AIS was super fun. Especially hari yang study in the computer lab. Hehehehehehe.
CTU was........ Well. Aku bangun lambat. Ter miss class nih. Hehe. Langsi.
MGT was cool.
FAR was OMIGOSH. Ape die mengarut pon aku tak paham. I kept looking at the lecturer but nothing went into my brain. Weird. Well, at least I was awake when the class finished. Classmate ade yang da sampai meleleh air liur.

The Weekend

Saturday - Modul One. Introduction. This program is made for Part One students. Supposedly there was 2 parts. But the 2nd part was cancelled. Why?
Saturday night - It was announced.. 4 students got owned by H1N1. One from my block. Ehhhhhhhh mane ade aku cuak mase die announced tuh. TAK CUAK MANE AH! Dah ar wing yang same. Level pon dekat2 je. Fuh.
Sunday - Quarantined. Sume poyo ingat class cancelled for the whole week. Rancak lebih. Petang tu jugak quarantine cancelled. Class would go on as usual. Haha. Sucks for you losers........ sucks for me too. Damn.

Oh, pada 13/7 rambut ku juga telah dicantas kali ke tiga in a month. Gile la sial. Makin lama makin pendek. Gila melawan hukum fizik. Now dah macam durian. Memang macam palapes dah ni. Hihi. KO GELAK APE?!

The Second Week

MAT was cool. Diff lecturer. Now female. Paham sket. Hehe. First lecturer hilang mana tah.
BEL was fun as usual.
AIS was super fun... as usual.
CTU was cool. Ustaz serius sempoi gile. Haha.
MGT was complicated... but still fun.
FAR was WTF as usual. Still cant understand WHATTHEHELL the lecturer is trying to teach.

The Emergency

Thursday - later in the day, it was announced that 9 more got owned by H1N1. Including 1 lecturer. Holy Super Shiznit Man! Made me think about the conversation I had with one of my classmates on the way back to our block..

"apehal UiTM ni x tutup lagi sia? aku da cuak gile ni.. makin ramai je kene"

"tau xpe dowh.. agaknye smpai da ade lecturer kne baru tutup kot.."

Then, around evening, it was announced that UiTM would be closed for 9 days.

- and all the men jumps for joy.

Finally.

Macam setan je sume. Mentang2 dapat cuti seminggu.

Pulak tu sume lah bizi koling sane koling sini. Kalau boleh jap - jap tu jugak nak balik. Haih.

ALL STUDENTS are required to leave the campus. So.. balik umah ah cite die teehee.

Sooooo.. Thats what happened for the first 3 weeks. I mean 2 weeks and a few days :P.

Oh.. did I say that my hair is short now? That is the tradition of our block. ALL PART ONE must have UBER SHORT HAIR. Tak botak lah, tapi kalau nak jugak botak, silakan. And rambut aku SERIUS HODOH MACAM APE JE. Sape da tengok live tu memang akan tergelak sakan ah.. Lagi2 sape yang tak pernah tengok aku pendek rambut. Memang pecah perut kot.

My block also has another tradition. Haka. Tau? Taktau sila search. This dance must be learned and will be performed IN FRONT OF ALL THE FEMALE BLOCKS. WITH NAME AND PHONE NO. WRITTEN ON OUR SHIRTS. Haha. Cool tak cool ah. I guess thats why the seniors say that Jebat dudes get all the ladies :P. And I guess thats why other male blocks hate Jebat. Haha. Suck on that losers. :P GO JEBAT! ceh..smangat plak aku en..

Ape lagi ah? Erm....

We are also having an induction period. Basically you have to go to seniors rooms and introduce yourselves. Not just that, you have to tell about:
- Family
- Kenangan manis
- Kenangan pahit
- Benda paling jahat pernah buat
- Benda paling baik pernah buat
- Result SPM
- And pape info nak tambah

It was fun. Except the 4th one. So.. I decided to tell a dark secret. A true story. Something I've never told anyone.An incident that I wished did not happen. Haih. Adam, if you ever see me again, please dont kill me. It was an accident man.

Oh.. my roommates..

Initially I had only 1 roommate. But then we had to move out to other rooms because the seniors were coming back and wanted the room. Kiwak la. Pegi ah room lain.. So now I have 3 roommates. They are not awesome, but they are definitely cool =) Masuk air la jugak kadang - kadang.

Each Jebats(nak panggil jebatians tp macam gay) also have their own nicknames. ( Taktau la kalau block lain ade jugak) Obviously I got one. And its ridiculous. So tak payah tau.

So thats all for now.

I'm free for 1 week. Ya. Satu minggu. Sila cemburu.

Kalau nak lepak, jangan la lupa calling2. Even tho tak ramai yg ade teehee. Kalau ade pon msti malas nk ajak aku. Blah la.

Then again, assignment besepah plak. Mati aku.

See ya!

Oh, one more thing..

AKU TAKDE H1N1 OKAY? AKU SIHAT WALAFIAT. JANGAN TAKUT. =D

Here's something for you.

Lindungi lah diri anda. Ingatlah orang yang tersayang. Anda mampu mengubahnya. Teehee.

C'est La Vie.

2009-06-26T06:41:00.000+08:00

Recap Of My Life

This post is going to be... PRETTY FOOKIN LONG. So.. sila siap sedia =) Kalau malas bace boleh skip. :P

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You know, when I was taking my SPM, I couldn't stop thinking about what will happen when the exam finishes.

What am I going to do?
What am I going to do?
What am I going to do?

Those questions kept buzzing in my head.

Yang aku tahu, aku nak lepak dan rilek dan bersantai sampai... sampai.. sampai apa pon tak tahu.

And now, bak kate orang

*Pejam celik pejam celik*

Its already June. Yes people. Its june. J-U-N-E. The month where yours truly was born in. TEEHEE.

So it has been what, 6 -7 months since I finished my SPM. So what DID I do? Lets recap, shall we? (recap, we shall. *Serious yoda face*)

Disclaimer: Certain dates aku memang hentam je. Kalau salah buat buat tak nampak sudah. xD

December: End of An Era. Beginning of A New Life.

Dec 2. I remember. This day. Was...Dull. Lol. I know. This was because that day there was only my class left. The other classes finished their SPM already. Bastards. But I guess this day wasnt that bad. Mase balik round2 dengan Fareez dengan kancil dia sambil jerit2. Macam bodoh je aku. Haha. Wei, habis SPM bai. Mesti la gembira. Sign2 sane. Sign2 sini. Sign2 baju. Sign2 board LK. Sign semua. Best. Kot. Then aku balik rumah, and that was the last time I saw most of them. Until 3 months later........

Dec 5 - Dinner pengawas. Kat mane ah? Club Shah Alam rasenye. Eh yeke. Ye ah kot. Awesome. But maybe not as awesome as March 08 punya dinner kot. But still.. It was a night to remember. A few of us wore baju melayu. Gila punya pasal. Tapi best. Haha. Some of the guys dapat hadiah. Kaliang aku x dapat plak. Malang! Then malam tuh overnite rumah fammy lagi. Aku azam ooi arul. Memang tak tido ah cite die. Haha. Stuffs happened that nite. Lawak sidot.

Jangan Gelak.

Dec ?? - Hangout dengan Ooi Azam Mail Dee and sape tah. Sunway. Lupa dah. Lepak2. Best. Makan Subway tak ingat dunia.

Dec ?? - I got a message from my neighbor. "weh dtg ah umah aku. lepak2." Then adik die call aku " weh dtg ah doe. ke kene pikap nih? wahahah." (yes aku ingat lagi okay. :P ) So I was like.. WTF? I barely knew them and tak pasal - pasal dah invite ajak lepak rumah. COOL GILE SIA! I didnt know, that from this point on, my long ass vacation was going to change. For the better.

Dec 19 - Aussie. Hot chicks. Awesome weather. Cool people. Definitely an experience. Met a weird old couple. A funky JP-MY family. An awkward chinese couple. And some other people. So many things I want to tell. But macam malas nak tulis. Teehee! Suffice to say:

- Chix sexy bangat :P
- Drunk people are funny

- Apparently there are boat-buses. COOL AMIRITE?

- Aussies curse like theres no tomorrow.

- When its warm, its sexy (wink wink)

- The sand near the sea is fukkin fineee. Fine as in halus nak mampus.

- Hard Rock is fucking expensive when its holiday time.
- Tapi beli jugak sebab batak bodoh.
- Everyone and I mean EVERYONE has at least one Billabong product.
- WB Studios is fucking awesome.
- Sea world is fucking awesome.
- Dolphins are fucking awesome.
- Kangaroos are fucking awesome.
- Aussie is fucking awesome. Nuffsaid.

Yatta!

January: The Start.

Jan ?? - Overnite umah shidan. Teehee. Sumpah sakai. Petang tuh ade ramai. Aku, Shidan, Fahmy, Arul, Azam, Firhaein, Zufar, Nas. Lepak. Main Wii. FUCK Wii BES GILE BABI! Okay sabar nep. Then lpas tu fahmy arul zufar chow. Tinggal 5 orang. Then malam main xbox pastu wii pastu xbox lagi pastu wii lagi. GTA 4, Wii sports. GTA 4, wii sports. Tu je la keje. Then tengah2 malam tengok cite antu. Then sume cuak dah takut nak tido. Bodol btol. Haha. Then lepak2 sembang2 sampai 7 pagi. Then xbox lagi. Aku lawan Wii sports sume ngn Fir sampai tegolek2 terguling2. Teehee! Sumpah lawak. Yang lain da kojol. Tido kt katil la. Sofa la. Then aku tido jap. Then bangun balik. Then pegi lepak mamak. Then petang camtu baru aku balik rumah. AWESOME.

Jan ?? - Aku start hanging out kat umah put. Lepak2. Main poker. Everytime mesti around 9/10 pm sampai la ke tgh malam. Teehee.

February: The Introduction

Feb 1 - Started taking my license. Ceramah. Bosan.

Feb 11(or was it 15.. teehee!) - Took my computerised test for driving. 43/50. Janji lulus. Teehee!

Feb ?? - While I was hanging out with put, he asked me to join this community.

"Community ape dowh?"

"Bes bai! Sahabat91."

"WTF? Amende tu dowh!"

Jujur, masa first dengar aku ingat ape kebende lah bende tuh. Haha. Name pon macam poyo je :P

Feb ?? - Started hanging out dekat CB (chatbox okay? bukan cibai). Mula lah berkenalan dengan budak - budak sahabat. Mula - mula semua macam kerek je kan. Hahaha. Standard ah. Baru kenal. Apparently this group was quite new at the time, tapi member pon dah macam ramai. Skali tengok, patut la. The owners are all girls! Teehee! No wonder.

Feb ?? - 2nd ceramah driving. Bosan amat. Six hours tercangak kat situ. Hish.

Feb ?? - Hang out dekat CB. Tau - tau je diorang dah nak buat first gathering. Cepat betul. Sebbaik I was invited. Wahahahha. 4th March. Sunway.

March: The Time Of Truth And Misery.

March 4 - Sahabat's first gathering. Sunway Pyramid. About 30+ people kot datang. Ntahla. Ramai jugak. Boling. Ambik gambar. Gelak gelak. Makan. Best. Malam overnite rumah put. Temankan Amin.

Kami.

March 11 - Resah gelisah sangat terkisah tapi terpaksa dan tak boleh lari mana.

March 12 - Moment of truth. 3A. Bodoh betul.

March 13 - Overnite rumah put lagi. BBQ. Bapak ramai. Makan makan. Ambik gambar. Cerita cerita. Shisha shisha. Lepas tension. 3A. 3A. 3A. Poker. Lepas tension lagi.

Sakai.

March 14 - Stayed up ramai ramai sampai pukul 7 ke 8 pagi. Nasik lemak Makcik Bukit Naga terbaek dari estate. By 9 o'clock sume dah tetido. By eleven aku sorang2 bangun. Parents suh pergi Selangkah UiTM. 2 hours of sleep. Cantek gile. Went to Selangkah. Jumpa ramai member. Rizlan. Rais. Mikki. Acit. Omar. And tah sape2 lagi.

March 15 - Went to MARA ekspo kat celah mane tah. Kat KL lah tapi. Private sume. Mahal. Aku orang miskin. Mane layak. Applied for UniKL. Time tu jugak die print offer letter. Then saw Ola dengan Ovy kot. Tapi buat dunu je. Takut plak nak tegur. Teehee!

March 16 - Started my first driving lesson. Mati enjin. Macam biasa. Kau pun first time mesti mati enjin. Jangan tipu. Tekan sini lah dol.

March 17 - Driving. Jalan raya. Lori. Bas. Treler. Roundabout. menakutkan. Petang tuh reunion dengan budak2 sekolah rendah. Cool. Sume dah jadik hotstuff. Tekan sini dan sini lah dol.

March 18 - Movie day. Cite ape ek? Ntahla nak. Aku pon dah lupe. Hanging out dengan mereka yang akan ke PLKN. Cool. Tekan sini lah dol.

March 21 - QTI test. Sir Appalanaidu. Bising poyo menggelabah. Sebbaik aku lulus. Tekan sini lah dol.

April : The Realisation Of The Heart

Apr 4 - Overnite rumah Fahmy. Nak midnite wayang pnye pasal. Before gerak guruh dah macam kata "KAU DUDUK DALAM RUMAH TUH JANGAN MENGADA NAK KELUAR AKU CEPUK KAU NANTI!". Tapi kita kan cool. Guruh tak guruh redah je. Teehee! Then pukul 11 wayang. Fast and furious. Since tengok midnight, tiket agak full. And kitorang tak order awal2, so stengah tengok FF, stengah tengok cite lain. Haha. Pon bole. Then lepak mamak. Tengok bola. Then pukul 2 kot balik.

Apr 8 - JPJ. Macam appalanaidu tapi kuasa 1000. Sebbaik lulus jugak. 17/20. Tekan sini lah dol.

Apr ?? - I realised. I realised that I like her. This girl. I dont even know when, how or why. I just knew that I already started liking her. Maybe I already liked her earlier. But it was around this time when I was sure. Her absence for a while made me crazy. This awesome, weird and stubborn girl. Maybe thats why I liked her. She has the traits that I look for in a girl. But I felt bad. I felt uneasy. I felt guilty. Because of...a certain something.

Apr 15 - Went to get my P License with Faz. Faz you rocked dude. Thanks. Tekan sini lah dol.

Apr 16 - Sahabat's 2nd Gathering. Times Square. Birthday Farah. Indoor games. Roller Coaster. Pusing pusing. Naik turun. Pening. Mual. Pic snapping. It was awesome. Something else happened that made it awesome-er! Teehee...

Miks, Put,Sape lagi kalau bukan..

Apr 22 - Sunway Lagoon dengan Fahmy, Azam, Ooi, Arul. Bapak best. Lame tak hangout. It was awesome.. Thanks ajak aku. Ahahahah. But mase nak balik sumpah lucu. Sori My bazir minyak ko :P Tekan sini lah dol.

Apr ?? - Found out I got accepted into UiTM Melaka. Through Selangkah. Thank god I went to that Expo. If not..

May: The Best Part.

May 1st - UPU day. Many got accepted. Many did not. Checked UPU. Didnt get accepted. I thought UPU made a mistake. Checked Selangkah. The link was then missing. Fuck. Then I thought Selangkah made a mistake. Double fuck. Moody. JK. Depressed. Im screwed. I thought I did get into UiTM. I thought my future would be a little brighter. I guess not.

May 3rd - Wedding. Capsquare. Sesat. Traffic Light 5 saat. Tekan sini lah dol.

May 4 - Mom checked with UiTM's Student Intake Dept. Turned out I did get into UiTM. WTF. UPU said NO. UiTM said YES. Confusing confusing confusing. Then did some digging, and apparently UPU and UiTM have separate intakes. IDK what its supposed to mean, and I dont care, as long as I did get accepted somewhere.

May 5 - Sahabat's third gathering. Why did we rush this one? I dont remember. Yang penting diorang nak cepat. Eh. Okay dah ingat. Birthday mikki. Teehee! Lepak lepak. Pavilion. Wayang. Uninvited. KLCC. Cake eating cake mushing cake smashing cake swallowing. Snap snap. Jalan jalan. Mcflurry =) Tekan sini lah dol.

The final one.

May 6 - Found out I got into UiTM Melaka. Eh? Bukan aku dah cite ke ? Teehee. Okay. Dah cite. So hari ni tak penting. =) Eh. Penting. Bagi mereka yang baru tahu dimana mereka dapat. =) Congrats to you guys.

May 10 - The first call. =)

May 18 - Lepak 7. Camry. CC. Makan. Jogging. Driving alone. Tekan sini lah dol.

May 28 - Sunway with *. Thank you. I had a great time. =)

June: The Finale.

June 1 - Medical Checkup.

June 3 - Fever.

June 13 - Hangout with Rizlan at Mid Valley. Amel dan boy serta beberapa rakan mereka juga turut hadir.

June 15 - Hangout with Feeq and Put. KL. 12.05 A.M.

June 17 - Hangout with the guys (and girls). JJ Bukit Tinggi. Terminator 4. KFC Capik belanja. Karoke. Hilang suara. Tekan sini lah dol.

June 18 - Alam Sentral with sister. Drive back home. Mati enjin. Sialan! JK tahap dewa.

June 19 - Futsal. Overnite. Sprained ankle. Tekan sini lah dol.

June 22 - JJ Bukit Tinggi with sis. Tie. Belt. Oldtown.

June 24 - Shah Alam Mall with sis. Final item. BEG. Dilema. Shah Alam Mall. Rm40 je. Cikai sling bag. Janji ada. Tapi dulu dekat PAS ada sling bag yang bergayo! Murah pun murah. So decided to go to Alam Sentral to see if there were more interesting bags.. Gamble punye pasal. Sampai2 je...... Beg bodoh bersepah. Crap. So went back to Shah Alam Mall ( langsi ) and bought that Rm40 bag. Selamba.

June 25 - Final Day. I said to my sis that I wanted to borrow her Viva. Initially she didnt agree. But after an adult, serious and civilised conversation (ceh padahal buat muke toye je), she finally gave me the keys! Woohoo! So went to JJ Bukit Tinggi and chilled and lepak lepak with the dudes. Watched Transformers. Sumpah BEST GILE GABAN GGLIAO! Sape kate cite ni takbest aku pukul.

Transformers Spoilers!:

Jangan Baca Kalau Tak Sudi. =)

optimus mati idup balik
sam mati idup balik
megatron mati idop balik pastu mati balik
the fallen mati idop balik pastu mati balik
jazz xde
barricade xde
megan fox hot gile.

So Anyway, After that, went to Feeq's restaurant to eat. Tiptopblingbling. Then went to Sek 7 and played dota with Put. Then chilled with Fammy. Then Put's brother came. Then went back to the CC (abg tu msti da bengang asyik muke aku je ade) and played another round of dota, this time me and fammy vs put and his brother. Finally, around 12 a.m headed back to Kemuning.
All in all, the final day was awesome. I got to hang out with the dudes. I got to watch transformers. I got to hang out with Put. I got to hang out with Fammy. That completes the day. Now I can go to Melaka happily. Teehee! Oh, lupa plak. Thanks along! :P

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I guess, thats all. Wow. A period of my life in a flash. Cool. Anyway, lets recap some more :D

Mase cuti aku:
- Lepak
- Tido memanjang
- Got to know my cool neighbour.
- Hang out at the movies almost every week.
- Grew my hair uber long. But now its FUCKING SHORT!
- Got my license.
- Stayed up late sebab nak main game Final Fantasy sampai 5 pagi.
- Makan chocs dan benda pelik almost every night. Its a miracle I'm not fat. Thank god.
- Got to join an awesome community.
- Got to meet MAAAAAAANY new friends :D
- Got to know an awesome weird and stubborn girl.
- Experienced a lot of new things.

But not everything went as planned.

What I didnt get to do:
- That.
- And that.
- Find that special one.
- Overnite rumah Faz (sorry dude)
- Colour my hair ( jujur aku memang teringin.. kau pun teringin jangan nak bohong)
- Work (Yes I went unemployed 7 months straight)
- And a few other things not worth mentioning xD.

But all in all, the past 7 months has been awesome.

Honestly, and I reaaaally feel this way, honestly, that my 7-months-life would've sucked if it was not for the community. And I got to join that community all thanks to my cool neighbour, PUTRA. Wahaha. Thanks dude. If not I might've gone insane from being too bored.

Anyway, this is probably my last post before going to Melaka, so, I just wanna say, if I've wronged you in any way, mocked you, cursed you, made fun of you, or just simply made you feel uneasy or uncomfortable, I apologise from the bottom of my heart. =)

I think I've said goodbye to most of you. If I didn't, then I'll just say it here.

Goodbye. Good luck. See you guys when the time comes.

Last but not least, I leave you guys with this song:

Elliot Yamin - Wait For You.

That is all. Take care. :D

When You Know Luck Has Left The Building

2009-06-22T23:14:00.008+08:00

BOTAK.

Well.

Not literally.

But almost.

What happened?

Karma happened.

"kak nak pendek tp xnk pendek sgt and make sure bole style lagi ok?"

Big mistake.

Result?

Fugly.

Salah aku jugak. Pegi salun celah bedah.

Nak pukul akak tuh? Benda dah lepas.

Nak bakar kedai tuh? Benda dah lepas.

Nak saman kedai tuh? Benda dah lepas.

Kalah rambut kau Amel.

Kalah rambut kau Mikki.

Kalah rambut korang, PLKN dudes.

Okay, maybe my hair is not THAT short.

You can now call me

"fugly botak gangster"

Even though aku tak gangster.

aku baik je.

Talk about gangster

Kat UiTM nanti mesti aku kene buli.

Dah rambut macam ni.

Sialan.

I'm so gonna miss my old hair. My LONG hair.

the final moment

"Lpak sudah. nnt die tmbuh la blk bai."

"haha..ok ah ni.. nnt pnjg blk."

"cun! nnt xde ah pakgad ptg mse reg!"

"alah ko..nk pgi uni kne ah pendek"

Like they would understand how I feel.

My hair is everything to me.

Okay, itu macam gay.

No, my hair is NOT everything to me.

But it definitely plays a large part in my life.

Hari hari main main.

Hari hari pusing pusing.

Hari hari pintal pintal.

Hari hari pacak pacak.

Hari hari ultraman dalam shower.

Bes dol.

Sape nak kawan ngan aku lepas ni? Confirm ramai taknak kawan dah.

"anep botak anep botak haha! jgn kwn ngn die doe!"

Fuck you karma.

Friends and Family

2009-06-20T22:55:00.002+08:00

Title macam tagline DiGi.

Macam promote DiGi pula.

Lantak aku la. Aku guna DiGi okay? :D (*wink wink)

Owez polo yuuu.. Teehee!

Anyway..

19th June

A few days before, Zufar ym-ed me saying

"nep! futsal jumaat malam!"

So I said futsal? Awh man..

Then yesterday while yaoming (ym-ing) with him.. he said

"nep! x dtg mlm nih putus kwn dowh!"

Damn. Kene ugut lagi. Haha. So I decided to go. Plus he said ramai member datang. RAMAI.

So that night around 8.45 P.M , my sisses(sisters cooler version) sent me to Sec 13 Xtreme Park. Ade Futsal Centre kat situ kan? Dol.

So sampai2 je aku dengan bersemangat skyline evo turbo tiptopblingbling (tiru farah.. teehee!) terus gerak situ. Calling2, rupenye sume dekat raja burger. (burger king). Cet.

So lepak2 BK. Mule2 sampai ade la dalam 10 orang. Then lepak2. Sekor2 sampai. Sorang masuk je msti sume pandang pastu

"uiyo!!!!!!!! (insert name here) gile lame x nmpk siaaaa! gile da ensem!"

Haha. Setended gitu. Then lepak2 sket. Dalam 9.50 gerak court/padang.

The Game

There were 24 of us total. (Zufar was honest. MEMANG ramai. haha.)

So we divided into 4 groups. My team was the first one to play. Damn. Tak sempat warm up siaaaaaaaa.. Good thing 10 minutes each round je. Then change teams.

About an hour later I almost lost all of my energy lol. Aku dah tak sentuh bola more than a year I think. I think my whole Form 5 memang tak main bola langsung. Imagine kaki aku dah beku je. Haha.

Then kejar2.....

ZASS..

Crashed. Fuck. Sakit sial. Sprained my right ankle. Tapi member yang aku langgar tu elok plak. Pakai ilmu ape aku pon taktau. (watatau watatau.. ahahahha :P)

Zufar rented the court/padang for 2 hours. But by 11.30 aku dah pancit. Nak mampus dah rasanya. Dengan kaki dah terseliuh. Muke dah kene bola. Kulit dah terkoyak. Paru paru aku da senyum. Peh. Masyuk. Aku tengok yang lain pon ramai dah pancit. Hahahha. So lepak tepi sembang2. Tapi yang star-star (sam famy arul ooi! :P ) macam superman je siaa. Tak pancit pon aku tengok. Lagi2 sam! Tak ske ko sam! :P

By 12A.M the game ended. Phuwaa. Penat gaban.

"wei wei gerak mane doe gerak mane wei wei doe doe mane doe mane mane"

All talked at once. Funny as hell.

"BK"

"Pakli"

"Pelita"

And a few others. Pikir2, Pelita Sec 9 je ah. Peh, OTW pegi sume bawak kete je. Cool gile! So I just took a ride with *Drumroll* ABG FIR! Wahahahha. Fir balik plkn trus bawak myvi bai. Jangan main gile dowh! :P

So lepaking at Pelita sampai kol bape tah. Tengok2 macam dah lambat gile. So I said to Fahmy

"bang, mintak favour"

"overnite?"

"yeah!! (muke innosen)"

"ahahah..bole2 takdehal."

Sempoiii. Aku suke Fammy. Nak overnite je mesti takdehal. haha. Syg ko my :P (No homo)

Around 1.30 kot sampai umah dia. Peh. By that time kaki aku macam dah nak tercabut. Terseliuh ni menyakitkan jugak eh sbnarnye? Haha. So next time JANGAN GELAKKAN ORANG.

So poker ah cite die. Damn kalah byk gile! x ske ko my! :P

Then ingat nak dota. But macam da ngantuk plus penat gile babbey plus katil dah memanggil gile2. So by 3+ decided to go to sleep.

But did we go to sleep? TIDAK. Hahahaha. Lawak gile seh. Baring2. Mule ah cite tu cite ni. Sedar2 dah nak pukul 4. Then cite lagi. Memember(member2), pasal uni, pasal brg2, psl mase dpan, psl family and opkos psl awek. Fammy said

"cite psl awek konfem ngantuk"

Cite cite cite............

Tengok2 dah 5.30 A.M! SONUFAGUN!

Tak jadi tido. Smayang first. Then FINALLY. Lepet. And POOF.

Cuba teka pukul berapa aku jaga?

Ala. Teka la.

Come on. Teka la.

Tak rock ah korang.

Fine. Pukul 1 bai. Haha. Agak awal ah. (awal for us. haha) But have to sebab parents da bising

"oooi bile nk balik ooooi..moh le balikk"

So went home. Then siap2. Went out again. Makan2. Kenny Rogers. Macaroni sedap! (wink wink)

Carik cadar for uitm. Then barang2. Then a few other things.

My mom said bank islam mcm memang kne bukak akaun. Tak kire lah amik ptptn or not. Damn. Bile nak pgi nih? Malasssssssssss.

P/S: Farah im sorry. Malam tu tgh futsal. Didnt know you messaged. And petang td bz sket ngn family. SORI okay? Saya tebus nanti hehe. Senyum senyum. =)

Damn.

2009-06-19T00:04:00.004+08:00

Benci manual. Sialan.

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18th June

Today went to PAS with my sis. Nak carik sluar and memory card. Teehee!

So anyway, arrived at PAS at about 3.30 P.M kot.

Then went to KFC. FIERY CRUNCH RAWR! Hahahha.

Then the first shitty thing happened.

"Sori dik. Air minum takde. Mesin rosak."

"Wattaquaaaaaaaaa........"

Then die bagilah air milo. Boo. I wanted Pepsi damn it!

Then makan makan makan.

Then the second shitty thing happened.

Went to wash my hand.

ZASSSSSSSSSSSS!!

Macam basuh tangan guna air baru masak.

PANAS MACAM SIAL!!!!!!!!!!

Kena game dua kali. I thought Ashton would pop out any minute and say

"UGOTPUNKD BIATCH!"

But it didnt happen. After I washed my hand(sikit2), another customer went to wash his hands. Then he got punkd also. Funny as phuck looking at him. Okay, aku jahat. But kelakar tengok. Okay diam kau nep.

Then went to 3rd floor to find my M2. 1GB x cukup siaaaaaaaaa. Lagu lagi, gamba lagi, vids lagi, bnde2 18 lagi.. eh.. tak... yang last tu mana ada. Percayalah! :P

So I interviewed almost EVERY SHOP!

Initially I would

(walks to shop)

"sini ada jual M2?"

(smile)

"ada2.. brapa gb mau?"

"err...2gb?"

(smile)

"aa..50 inggit.."

"oh.. 4gb?"

Then he would say the price and then yada yada yada.

But after awhile it became like this

(walks to shop)

"M2 4gb brape?"

(muke kerek)

"sera.."

(walks away)

Bapak mahal sia. Bodol. Cekik darah. Cibai. Tau nak untung. F U all la.

The highest for 4GB M2 I think was RM120. Or was it RM140. Macam shit. Kat Aeon 4GB RM65 je okay?

Then pusing pusing finally dapat RM80. Original with lifetime warranty. Ade yang RM60 but warranty seminggu. Apak kau. kalau lepas seminggu mampus, tak ke terbang 60 inggit aku?

So after bargaining and langsi-ing, price got cut to 75. Okay la. So bought that. Then went to search for my slack. Dem. Slack takde sia. Slack pengawas? Ahh. Slack mesti mau baru. Wahahhaa. Then tengok2 ade sale. 70% bai. Terbaek. So I bought one and went home.

The really fucked up part.

Nak balik my sis asked me to drive. So I said okay.

Then masa nak exit it happened.

THE ENGINE FUCKING DIED FOR NO REASON!

Aku sumpah benci enjin mati. I've been driving for a while and dah lama tak mati enjin. So when it happened I felt like shit.

Then masa nak exit, since it was a hill, mati lagi.

Traffic light. Mati lagi.

First time in my life mati dekat TL. Kena horn la ape lagi. Sumpah sial.

By this time I almost lost my confidence to drive. IDK what the fuck happened. But my sis selambe je gelak gelak. Siok mung.

Even masa JPJ pon tak macam ni. JPJ aku lagi lah langsi bawak macam apa. Rilek je.

But today........ Haih.

My sis asked me

"ko knape dowh? jk ke ape?"

Before this bila aku drive dengan dia macam biasa je. But today aku drive macam tak pernah bawak kereta. So she thought something was wrong with me.

Damn it. I really didnt know what was wrong with me. I just felt uneasy and couldn't concentrate. It seems I was worried about something. But even I didnt know what. Aghh.

And the situation got worse since its peak time because people are going home from work. So the road was REALLY packed.

The result of all this? I almost had an accident. TWICE actually. Cibai lah.

Nasib tak mati on the road je. Haih. Serious dah malas nak drive manual. But kene jugak,I need to get rid of the fear. Fuck.

Note to mom: Hadiah hari jadi saya nak Auto okay? Sayang mak.

(berangan ah kau nep)

SHAPOW!

2009-06-18T00:57:00.003+08:00

James Morrison - Wonderful World

I've been down so low
People look at me and they know
They can tell something is wrong
Like I don't belong

Staring through a window
Standing outside, they're just too happy to care tonight
I want to be like them
But I'll mess it up again

I tripped on my way in
And got kicked outside, everybody saw...

And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I can't feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me

Sometimes I feel so full of love
It just comes spilling out
It's uncomfortable to see
I give it away so easily
But if I had someone I would do anything
I'd never, never, ever let you feel alone
I won't I won't leave you, on your own

But who am I to dream?
Dreams are for fools, they let you down...

And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I can't feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me

And I wish that I could make it better
I'd give anything for you to call me, or maybe just a little letter
Oh, we could start again

And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I can't feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me

And I know that it's a wonderful world
I can't feel it right now
I got all the right clothes to wear
I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me

And I know that it's a wonderful world
When you're with me

tiadakenamengenadenganyanghidupatauyangsudahtiada.TEEHEE.

Eh.

Macam dah lama tak update blog.

Macam.

Tapi memang betul pon. Teehee!

Agak malas.

But I still love you guys.

Honest!

Teehee!

Okay, screw that. Lets get on wit da shoow!

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17th June

Woke up around 8.45 (alarm)

Went back to sleep.

Woke up again around 8.50 (alarm)

Went back to sleep. Again.

Woke up around 9.15 (msg)

"Eh damn dh pkul 9?! OH SHAT!"

Feeq texted me saying that he'll be at my house to pick me up any minute now. And I just woke up. SHAT.

FAST FORWARD

So after picking me and put up, we ( me put feeq) went to the Bank Islam. But initially none of us knew where it was. We wanted to go to the branch in Section 14. After getting simplified directions from my mom, I thought

"gamble sudeh.. kang pusing2 jmpe gak.. teehee!"

NO SHAT WE DID NOT! The Bank is infront of the Blue Wave Hotel. And we went far. VERY far. Sampai ke McD Sec 3. Teehee! Lucu bangat. ( this funny-ness only applies to those yang familiar area shah alam.)

So called my mom again, now getting full details. FINALLY. Jumpa jugak.

So after Feeq settled his business, we decided to go to eat. So on the way back, somehow some way some freakin celah bedah tah macam mana, we almost went to KL. YES. ALMOST. Just like the other day. Eh? Didn't I tell you about the other day? Okay. Heres a quickie:

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15th June
Went out around 3pm after Feeq called.
Went to his dad's restaurant.
Ate FOR FREE.
But I payed for the drink. BERSALAH.
Then wanted to go to Sunway Pyramid.
The passengers gave wrong directions.
"Fuck Sunway, we'll just head for KL cause we're awesome like that."
On the way to KL, we decided to go to Bangsar first.
Arrived in Bangsar, took a quick spin around town.
"Lah ni je ke Bangsar?"
Then went to KL.
Dataran Merdeka. BB. Pavilion. Lot 10. KLCC. And some other places.
Wanted to shop at KLCC, but there was no parking visible nearby.
Went back to Shah Alam and went to Pakli Sec 18.
Went to Sec 24 Uptown.
Came home around 12.05 A.M.
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So anyway, good thing there was a U Turn, so didn't have to go to KL. Phew.

11.49 A.M

Went to Restoran Pelita in Bukit Tinggi I think.

12.15 P.M

Feeq dropped us at JJ Bukit Tinggi.

1.30 P.M

Met up with everyone. Bought movie tickets for...... *drum roll* TERMINATOR 4!

4.20 P.M

Finished movie. TEMBAK GILE CITE TUH! Sape kate tak best PUTUS KAWAN! :P

4.30 P.M

Went to KFC. Makan makan makan. Capik belanja bai. 2 bucket plak tuh. Eh bukan bucket. Kotak. Eh bukan kotak. Eh tah. Eh eh eh eh eh................... ~_~ .........

5.40 P.M

Karoke! Lost my voice temporarily AGAIN. Tapi puas hati siot! Eventhough kali ni banyak pulak lagu pelik-pelik diorang pilih. Teehee!

9.15 P.M

Finished karoke-ing. BAPAK LAME SIOT. Called Feeq. Asked whether he can pick us up and send us home (Aku tau aku sumpah jahat gile!) Feeq said YES! Teehee!

9.40 P.M

Arrived at Bukit Naga. Aku bagi duit minyak okay? Aku taklah sekejam yang kau orang sangkakan. Teehee!

(dari tadi asyik teehee dah macam annoying pulak.)

Lastly, I wanna wish-

Happy Birthday to my dear friend, SAM aka AZAM aka CEPOI! :P (17th June)

Happy Birthday to my dear friend and neighbour, PUT aka PUTRA aka PUTRA HAKIM! (18th June)

Dah boleh tengok maria ozawa legally. Damn you. :P

A Challenger Appears!

2009-06-06T18:15:00.007+08:00

(Click image for bigger view)

Yes. It appears my path of life is going to change AGAIN.

KPTM Offer Letter came a few days ago. I was like, WTF. WHY NOW?!

So my parents said KPTM is a good place to go. I don't want to go to KPTM. Tak mahu. But they said its closer, dekat KL je pun. Tak payah susah susah nak pegi jauh.

I still don't want to go. I argued. I don't know anybody yang pergi KPTM. Do you want your one and only son to be isolated and takde kawan and lama2 nanti tak boleh belajar and nanti aku jadi gila and nanti nanti nanti.......Ok, jauh sangat fikir.

Aku nak jugak pergi UiTM. Then they said, ni kira pergi UiTM la jugak. Since the letter said "Kerjasama dengan UiTM." . DAMN YOU LETTER!

So I kept arguing.

I said "Nak berdikari." They said "pegi KL pon kira berdikari lah tu."
I said "Takde kawan." They said "nanti jumpe lah kawan baru."
I said "Melaka lagi best." They said "Melaka jauh. Jangan mengada."
I said "KL banyak budak tak betul." They said "Melaka takde budak tak betul ke?"
I said "KL ade hantu." They said ".........."

So in the end, I reluctantly agreed. KPTM pon KPTM lah. (since they bribed me with a new car heh heh heh heh heh.............)

Haih, now kena buat alot of things balik. MC lagi sekali, isi borang lagi sekali, ambik gambar lagi sekali, tah ape ape lagi sekali. DIS IS BOOLSHEET!

So, kawan kawan yang pergi Melaka, I'm Sorry. I hope you guys enjoy your experience. Datang la lawat aku dekat KPTM nanti. =(

(Cerita di atas hanyalah fiksyen dan tiada kena mengena dengan yang hidup atau yang sudah tiada. Ya, saya masih akan ke Melaka. Teehee.)

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Now the prank's over, let me show you something.

71 perkataan

Heeeeheeeeheee. Ya. Tangan saya memang laju bak superman. Eh bukan. Suparjo. =D
Sila cemburu sekarang.

Mahu mencuba? Silakan -------> Tekan sini lah dol.

Tell me what you get okay? =D

AND NO LYING!

39 °C

2009-06-05T14:45:00.005+08:00

Mayday Parade - Miserable At Best

Katie, don't cry, I know
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting, go
Of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so

Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

You're all that I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

Because I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

ladada ladada ladadaoh ohhh

And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
Been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly

So let's not pretend that you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
But without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you but
Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best

Lyrics really hit home. Hard.

Tiada kena mengena dengan yang hidup atau pun yang sudah tiada di dunia ini. =)

I'm not miserable.
Well, I dont think I am.
I feel fine.
Normal.
Emotionally, anyway.

Dude.

I read the conversation.
Frankly speaking, I didnt feel anything.
I thought when you said it was going to sting, I was prepared for the worse.
But when I read it, I didnt feel anything. Ok I guess I did feel something, just not what I thought I would feel.

I dont know whether it was because I expected it already.
Or it was the fever that was disturbing my emotional response.
Or, maybe it was simply because I got over her already.
"That quick?!" you may ask. Yeah, well, I'm questioning myself too.
Did I really like her as much? Perhaps it was just........

But one thing I dont understand. Why did you do that?
I thought I told you to take care of her?
Make her happy?
Perhaps I'm asking too much.
Perhaps you have your own reasons.
But seeing her like that sure ain't cool.

These past few days have been really shitty.

First the bleeding. Fucking impossible. I dont even know how the hell did I cut myself with my own finger nails. Talk about bad luck.
Then the fever. Yes. At times like these, influenza,h1n1 and other craps, the fever has to come NOW. Talk about being paranoid.
But no, that wasn't enough. On the same day I got the fever, I had a weird dream. I guess you can say it was a nightmare. No, its not some crap dream, this was different. I fucking shivered when I woke up. I thought I was dying for real. This is what happens if you wish that you were dying (see last post).

All this just makes me think more and more about the badluck day(birthday). I know, I know. I'm not supposed to think that. But I just cant help it.

So anyway, went to the doc.

"bkak mulut."

*opens mouth*

*after 1/2 of a second*

"ooooooooooooh..saye tau ape masalah awak."

"aik.. aku bkak mulut pn x abis lagi..conpiden je ko doc."

"tonsil awak bengkak sebelah"

Lolwut? Tonsil? Sebelah? Did I hear that right? Or was I hearing things? Considering I was semi-high at the time.

How the hell this happen? Ish.

So now I'm sick and alone.
Maybe I AM miserable.
Haha.
This is just awesome.

27/6 (~~birthday~~ UiTM registration day) , COME SOONER PLEASE!